"Little Ajax Will Stay Back"

I feel so lethargic and dysphoric omg (this is the op btw)

Just so everyone is aware no asks will be answered this week, feel free to send them in but I'm not responding till 7-8 th of April.

Why?

It's my shark week :(

This is my sea life lepoard shark from Melbourne btw

His name is sir Leer

My gf named him :]

Yes, being misgendered isnt nice but with family idfc anymore like most of the time you get it right and sure it's annoying and might come in my what if they all still think I'm a girl midnight breakdowns but like i dont care as much as if other people misgender me idk.

Also my 3rd grader sister is as pushy about using my pronouns as transphobes thinks we are and I'm glad she cares but omg plz Don't bring that much attention to me. Im not that important. i can deal with mum sliping up, you don't have to start yelling at her.

Redesign of a unamed character

Context

Don't worry!

Dionysus was just wishing you good luck!

Has a dream last night I was wearing blue on stage for my performance (true, my characters costume is BRIGHT RED pants, white singlet and blue button up) and my head got hit and a piece of my skull fell off but I just put some tissues over the HUGE GAPING HOLR and secured them with my grape leaf crown (also part of my costume..IM DIONYSUS AND HIS HUMAN COUNTERPART DEAN)

🤩

merlin but he’s like a disney princess with like animals who love him and come help him with his chores while he hums and they chirp jafskdfj

featuring a scene where arthur walks in like “…merlin is that a rat doing my laundry”

and merlin’s like “um excuse you, that rat has a name”

and arthurs like “…merlin why is there a rat doing my laundry?”

and merlin’s like “wait is this not normal?”

because it never occurred to him that people don’t just casually sing with animals while they help with chores like he thought everyone talked to animals like that

Lovely ladies by NOAH FINNCE :]

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

Day 5: with their love interest

Their engagement photo yes, this is canon now. (Aka More hand practice).

Forgot to post this yesterday lol

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Vent post (aka part of my dark backstory) lol

Tw: sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, manipulation, self harm, rape, suicide attempts, sucide encouragement/baiting, incest, trans inclusive radical feminist mindset, emotional manipulation, transphobia, fatshaming (Also Anything along those lines)

My step father: he emotionally & verbally abused me. He would also often grope me while I was 9 - 10 years old but the worst didn't happen to me. It happened to my mother and sister but I was still there to witness it all.

I couldn't take it anymore. At 9 years old i made a plan for sucide and failed. So I made another plan in my diray and wrote a sucide note about how everything my step father did was effecting me which my mother found and ended up showing my step father who didn't give two shits. That was what finally got my mum to stand up to him and kick him out.

My bio father: abused me physically (but did it less the older I got) and emotionally abused me. At 6 years old I was raped by my own father, nothing was the same after that. I started gaining weight, I became withdrawn among people my own age and only really talked to adults. I would overeat when stressed and would later get fatshamed for it so much I now struggle to eat twice a day. (My mother was not aware of most of this they had been divorced since I was 2) my father encouraged my sucide attempt and my self harm. I ended up attempting suicide 7 seapreate times. He made sure i felt too guilty to ever tell my mother.

Because of these experiences i distanced myself away from any males, and hyperfemnisted myself. Because masculinity was evil and like all the father figures i ever had, and feminity was my mother, my friends and everyone who made me feel safe.

So unfortunately I ended up down the trans inclusive radical feminist mindset, to specify I included trans women & nonbinary people in radfem mindset but not transmasc people.

I thought trans man were superior to man for their female experiences and feminised them. They were not included in my kill all men mindset and I believed they were nonbinary people in denial. (Which wtf younger me???)

This of course was not good for me. I eventually realised how wrong my mindset was after I had a really caring male English teacher who cared deeply about my well-being, got me a counsellor and helped me heal a lot.

I however made no effort to change this mindset until a few years later. I still have a long way to go towards healing my relationship with masculinity. And i generally sympathise with a fem person quicker than with a masc one still but I'll get there.

A update on my Niki fanart

So far I'm right.

He's so optimistic! 💛

That man is a cutie patoie

(Polites? Idk how to spell his name.)