It's All My Fault I've Ruined My Own Life And Now I Have To Deal With It And Instead Of Taking Accountability

I hate myself I hate myself beyond comprehension I genuinely just fucking hate myself I can’t do it I am nothing and nobody anymore

It’s gotten sk bad I can’t even cry for help from tumblr anons oh my god I can’t take this anymore

I miss you so much im sorry that j was the way I was I’d change for you I promise I would please just let me back into your life I love you I miss you I’m sorry

Borderline ruins my fucking life everyday I actually can’t do this I feel like im just going to breakdown

I wish you were normal and stopped making everything a you problem

I can’t keep doing this

My hands got soaked in blood from punching my legs so hard it re-opened my self harm from a couple of hours ago

I can’t stop relapsing I just want to fucking die man

I think im going to kill myself

When I die nobody will be at my funeral