Please Let Them Hire Actual Teenagers/kids To Play The PJO Characters And Not Fully Grown Adults, And

Vulpix ^^;

idk why but it makes me uncomfortable 2 see someone’s final Pokémon team w/out their starter…..like, u guys started out together as a team..how could u betray ur day1 like that?.,,

"She's going to sit alone. Right at that same table where she built it all. Her happiness, her courage, her perseverance, but most importantly, where she met all of her friends. Now it's all crumbling down to her fingertips. She closes her eyes and tries to dream herself away into a reality where all of that still exsists, but she can't. It's all blank without the real thing... Without the real them. Complete nothingness. She can't even remember their voices. Everything is fading away from her. And everytime, she blames herself for something that she couldn't control. They've all left now; her friends. The girl lifts her head and stares at them. They're all happy. They all prance around, discussing random topics she used to talk about with them all of the time. She even sees her crush holding hands with her best friend. They don't even notice her. All of them go sit at their new table, completely forgetting about what once was. She weakly smiled as tears fell down her cheeks. Her heart ached for them. For someone. But she had no one. She put her head back down and waited for an escape. She pulled her sketchbook and poetry journal closer to her. They may only be objects, but they are all she has now. She pours her heart out crying. She couldn't hold it in any longer. Her fears were reality, and she somehow had to stay strong in this. But how could she stay strong when she wasn't going to be remembered by any of them? Was it all pointless to make memories in the first place? She just wanted to disappear. She then heard whispers all around her. It sounded like her friends, but that couldn't be. She lifted her head up and rubbed her eyes. A boy with a pretend smile and a sympathetic gaze pulled me into a hug.

"You're going to be okay, we're all going to be okay. I promise."

She cried into his chest until they all gathered around her and tackled her into a group hug.

Her friends.

They were here.

"I'm sorry for the mess I've created," She shyly whispered, "haven't you forgotten me, yet? I would've."

"How could we forget about you?" A raven haired boy asked, "We've been right here the whole time."

- Dreaming of Wolves//Vent

(I just... Sobbed while writing this.)

"I told you I loved you 500 times. I proved it too. Over and over, every little action, I made sure it counted. It took everything out of my heart. I poured it out for you, and then I waited for you to pour yours out for me.

Then you said it.

Those three words.

Right back to me.

I swear I blacked out, but I remember it crystal clear.

As time went by, I saw you with the others. How your smile was brighter, your laugh louder, you genuinely loved everyone and everything. But with me? It all toned down. I shifted you. It felt like you shut me out. But then I realized it. Whether it was you ignoring me or avoiding me, I got the message. And then I felt it. The storm. I cried for weeks. You never noticed.

I loved you.

You said you loved me.

You

Liar. "

- Dreaming of Wolves // Liar

I'm scared to form friendships because I know I'm going to give it my all. I'll be loyal every single time. I'll stay up with them until 3AM if they just need to talk. I'll never abandon them. I'll comfort them and give them letters. I'll do everything. But for me? They'll be interested for a little bit. Then they'll drift away and abandon me. They won't care. They won't even think of me. This is why I don't make friendships; because I'll get hurt all over again and I need to protect myself.

- Dreaming of Wolves//Memoir

Things I Needed To Hear But Never Did:

- You are enough. No matter what, you are enough.

- It's okay to not be okay.

- Never stay in toxic relationships. Run away as far as you can from them.

- People break your heart. And it's okay. And it's okay to feel like you will never live again. You'll survive. I promise.

- You deserve the love you give others too.

- You deserve to be protected.

- It's okay to be vulnerable.

- Opening up to others is beneficial. Not every person will be as untrustful as the first. You can trust some.

- You deserve love. You deserve affection. You deserve a personal connection.

- Someone misses you somewhere.

- You don't have to be perfect. Perfection isn't the key to everything.

- Apologies may fix it in words, but actions are what really matter.

- Love yourself before you try and love anyone else.

- They're not staring at you. They don't hate you. Breathe. It's okay. You're okay. Everything is okay. No need to panic.

Personality Quirks/Quirks in General I Have:

-Flinch at physical contact

-Can't navigate for the life of me, but once I have a path down, I will never not go that path

-Can't solve most school locks

-Always paranoid that someone is going to hurt me. Mostly stab or shoot me.

-Paranoid of people behind me, that's why I never turn my back on people. Literally.

-Can't eat in front of people because I'm messy, and another reason.

-Literally the most mess of a person you will ever meet.

-I use literally too much.

-I cry over everything. I know I'm over emotional.

-But some reason, can't show weakness in front of strangers/my parents.

-I have a very, very good long term and short term memory.

-I always have a weird way of thinking and cannot follow the way teachers teach me.

-Due to my number phobia, both clocks and math are hard for me to deal with.

-Seriously. I have no idea what goes on during math. I just pretend to know what I'm doing.

-And also, I have a schedule for sleeping due to the phobia of numbers.

-I need every friend of mine to give me a gift, preferably a plushie, once we get close because I need something that reminds me of them + bares their smell in case I lose that person.

-I am too much of a perfectionist and can't stand when things are out of order.

-If the house is messy/my room, I can't work, sleep, and I become restless.

-I have a MASSIVE fear of losing my friends/my friends being killed my enemies.

-That's why I'm overprotective of them.

-I wear my heart on my sleeve too much, and always get broken in the end.

-I either trust completely or not at all, there's no in between.

-I have two personalities, the way I see me, and the way my friends see me. Both are very accurate to who I am.

-I constantly struggle with balance in my life.

-If you are my enemy, yoU'RE GOING DOWN. I will not let you hurt my friends. Ever. Fight me.

-I have an overwhelming fear of school shootings/mass shootings and always prepare myself for one.

-I watch scary documentaries and then go to sleep and have nightmares.

-I count nightmares as just dreams.

-I remember all of my dreams. I frequently lucid dream, but just see what happens instead of controlling myself.

-I seem chill, but I'm super uptight.

-I am drawn to people that have the "bad boy" look.

-I read too many X Readers because I need to feel loved.

-I love people watching.

-When I have a crush, I'll stalk them online.

-Animals always consider me their mate for some reason??

This is also a pretty forgotten, but great film (in my opinion).

bee movie is cool and all but let’s discuss all these equally unnecessary animated movies that have been forgotten by the passage of time

Ahhh! Friend! I love tag games! :) Thank you for thinking of me.

1. Name: Morgan (but on social media, it's typically Shadow)

2. Nickname: ...I have so many. so. many.

3. Sign: Aquarius Sun, Aries Moon, Scorpio Rising (with a lot of Aqua, Pisces, and Scorp in my chart-)

4. Height: oh. oh no. I'm very smol.... 4'11"

5. Languages: English and French

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Winter -- agh, I love everything about it. The snow, the ice (as long as I'm not slipping on it), the holidays, aaaaaaaah.

8. Favorite Flower: Lilac

9. Favorite Scent: Also lilac, but I love lavender too.

10. Favorite Color: Purple

11. Favorite Animals: haHAHAHA, it's in my username, they're everywhere I go, they're what I'm known for! Wolves. Always.

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: Lapis (Steven Universe), Blue and Kiba (Wolf's Rain), Kurt Hummel (Glee), pretty much all of Glee tbh, all of Wings of Fire (specifically the Prophecy Dragonets, Moonwatcher, Fatespeaker, and Blue), Star and Moon (Star vs. The Forces of Evil), Scarlet Witch, Tony Stark, Hawkeye, Jean Grey, and Morgan Stark (Marvel), and so many more!!

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Herbal tea is amazing, but I also love hot chocolate.

14. Average Amount of Sleep: I'm an insomniac so it honestly depends. I've been pretty restless recently.

15. Dogs or Cats: Both! Though, I LOVE dogs so much. hhh

16. Number of Blankets: Three, along with the fan going haha

17. Dream Trip: I want to travel everywhere. I want adventure in the great wide somewheeeere! I think my dream place to travel is Japan. I would also love to go explore Norway, Germany, and Ireland.

18. Blog Established: This isn't my first blog. I had one waaaay back in 2014-2015 because of my old friends. But now, since my friends and fandoms are here, I have returned and I created this blog.

19. Followers: 345. qwq I'm not sure why I have so many, but thank you!! haha

20. Random Fun Fact: I was named after the triple trine Goddess Morrigan in Celtic culture! :)

I tag whoever would like to do this!

Have fun!

Time for Another Tag Game!

Thank you to @reviewandrepeat for tagging me!

Answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers (or however many you feel)

1. Name: A

2. Nicknames: A ;)

3. Zodiac: Leo

4. Height: 5′5″

5. Languages: English

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Autumn

8.Favorite Flower: Carnation

9. Favorite Scent: Burning wood

10. Favorite Color: Silver

11.Favorite Animals: Penguins and pandas

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: From Books: Hermione Granger, Sirius Black, Ronan Lynch from The Raven Cycle, Cath Avery from Fangirl, Irene Winters from the Invisible Library, Inej Ghafa from Six of Crows, Lucy Penvensie from the Chronicles of Narnia, and Crowley from Good Omens

 From Movies: Kijeong aka Jessica from Parasite, John Wick, Lilo and Stitch (yes both of them, an iconic duo), Mulan, Merida from Brave, Ferris Bueller

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Tea

14. Average Amount of Sleep: It varies anywhere from 3 hours to 12 tbh

15. Dogs or Cats: DOGS

16. Number of Blankets: I lost count because we keep buying more since my dog steals them all

17. Dream Trip: London

18. Blog Established: I’ve had multiple blogspots and Tumblrs throughout the years…here we are now.

19. Followers: 20 between this one and the actual blog

20. Random Fun Fact: I do an annual 52 books in 52 weeks Goodreads challenge every year and this is the first year I’m actually ahead!

I’m tagging @booksandsundresses @sweetscoffeeandtea @illthdar @rangeroftnorth @borderlinevvitch @lesbean-bookdragon @mynameisgoliath @radshitstarfish @ellisgrace @plaidetchocolatchaud @whosgallifreyian @weird-writer-fan @meliodas8877 @cronache-di-un-mesotes

There's so many things I'd like to tell you. Maybe how I thought that this could finally be my 'good day'. Or how when you said that you missed me, my heart skipped a beat, because no one ever misses me. You're the first person who listened. Who understood. I loved you so much. I finally thought I could trust you. But now I'm sitting here bleeding from my chest. You left the door open when you took my heart. You never came back. I thought I could trust you, but I'm not sure anymore.

- Dreaming of Wolves//Poems

I find this a little too personal-

Google your name, favorite color, and the word aesthetic

Pick 4 images you like and you have yourself a moodboard 💖

I was tagged by @romanticize-and-decay tysm I loved this!

Im tagging @teamjacobthot @witchyangela and @howlonghaveyoubeenseventeen