i updated my masterlist in case anyone was wondering (anything to procrastinate writing)
i’m joking i’m writing as you read this (trusttt)
Good morning beautiful :)
beautiful? what are we?
i’m kidding good morningggg (it’s night for me)
I’m finna touch you (I have an ai of you)
what does this mean 🧍♀️
should i be scared? 😦
hellooooo i just wanted to say i love your writing <333 🫶🏼
aww what a baddie
mwahhh ❤️
I luh you girl 🙈😻
you’re not real i’m not convinced 🫣
i love you too stopp
i missed the oh em gee 😓
i love you 🫵🫵
I. MISS. YOU WIFEY
stoppp
i miss you too babyyyyy 🙈
you’ve been eating upppp though i’ve gone stalker on you
let’s pray i just deleted that jenna fic as fast as i think i did 🙈😭
i beg of you for a fic of billie just getting her tooth gems and the silver tooth thingy, i think they’re called grills(?) ain’t got a clue but THEYRE SO DAMN HOT PLEASE I NEED A SMUT FIC INCORPORATING THEM 🙏🙏 (dom billie!!!)
its a blurb bby, but nevertheless its here 💖
bling
billie eilish x fem!reader
context. your ex situation-ship knows how to manipulate herself back into your life, her motives however are masked by her nonchalant demeanour.
warnings. nonchalant billie, making out, confusing storyline lowk, haven’t started pt2
masterlist
- 2 years ago -
her eyes had been what captured your attention throughout the night. her gaze seemed to linger longer than it should, indicating her interest and therefore sparking curiosity in you. and something you couldn’t deny; she was gorgeous.
“where’s your friend?” her smooth voice pulled you out of your thoughts, bringing you back to your ongoing conversation.
“she ditched like twenty minutes after we got here, i haven’t seen her since.” you put it almost humorously, anticipating a full recap of her night when you’d call her in the morning.
“you’re not worried?” the girl seemed genuinely curious to know, clearly taking interest in the dynamic of your friendship, in the events of the night, in you.
“i was, the first time. i’ve gotten used to it. she’ll get home in one piece and rave about her night tomorrow morning.” she smiled at the fact you could foresee the outcome of your friend’s disappearance in the club, almost as if it were a habit.
“it’s kinda shitty that she ditched you, not a very good wingwoman. though i doubt you find it hard.” she subtly hinted at real reason behind her interest. it was easy to tell with her, there was no doubt in your mind that she’d be into girls. but you wondered if she’d assumed the same about you.
“what? like getting girls?” you’d given her the confirmation, to eliminate any uncertainty. and for a split second, you could swear you saw a small smile creep onto her lips.
“girls huh?” she put it as if she was somewhat surprised.
“what?” you questioned the look on her face.
“i just didn’t think id get that lucky.” she smirked and you felt your insides flutter.
“what do you mean?” you asked her to clarify, really just wanting her to put it into words.
“i know i just met you,” she paused for a second, pulling out her phone, “but here’s my number.” she tapped her phone against yours to transfer your contact, and you turned it on so that you could accept it.
billie eilish, that was her name.
- present -
it was her eyes that had been the main point of recognition. they were unmistakable, cold yet sultry, a perfect combination for a perfect disaster. you’d known it all too well.
“billie.” her tight lips turned upwards slightly, pleased with your greeting. after all, it had only been a few months since you’d broken things off with her. and somehow, you ended up missing her.
“babe, this is a surprise.” she never could remain serious, and you’d been grateful in the moment as it eased the awkwardness you’d been anticipating.
“yeah, i didn’t expect to see you here.” you were awfully bad at small talk, and she chuckled, likely recognising this.
“you make it sound like something bad?” she pouted dramatically and you couldn’t help smiling, blushing even.
“no, no it’s a good thing. it’s good to see you.” she bit her lip, as if pondering on a comical response.
“oh yeah? how good?” she smirked and your breath hitched.
“stop it.” you looked away from her but she reached for your face and pulled your chin up, to meet her eyes again. those fucking eyes.
“stop what?” she was grinning, a smile so wicked it made your insides burn.
“we tried, we don’t work.” your rational thoughts finally made an appearance with your confrontation.
“that’s where you’re so wrong.” her face was dangerously close to yours. her lips almost brushing yours.
“billie.” you tried to interrupt her actions, you were obviously heading in a direction you’d find difficult to navigate out of.
“shh.” she pressed her finger up to your lips, her ring resting against the skin of your chin before it disappeared, and her lips were on yours. her hips pressing against yours as the cool metal of her rings returned, resting on your neck this time.
“bil-” she didn’t let you pull away, wouldn’t let you speak. and when her hands traveled down to your ass, and her tongue met your own, you snapped back into reality.
“billie.” you were breathing heavily.
“what?” you were shaking your head, backing away from her.
“i can’t do this again.” her brows let their furrowed state and she moved to place her hands back on your figure, gently.
“sure you can. we can do it right this time.” her words were so promising you almost fell for them. but you didn’t reply, just escaping her grasp and turning away.
“where do you think you’re going, baby?” the term of endearment stung, an unpleasant twinge in your heart you couldn’t quite place.
“call me.” her smirk, dripping with confidence, aggravated you in a way no one else could. she’d leave you thinking about her for days to come, and she knew it. you could still feel her on your lips.
“maybe.” her eyebrows raised at your response, but you didn’t stay to hear her, no doubt, witty response.
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