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backstage

billie fucking you before her interview

BASED OFF these pics fr cause I mean uhm cmon🙏

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"how long until you go on?", you rubbed her arm. billie was standing over her dresser, fixing her lip gloss in the mirror. "like, ten twenty minutes?", she turned to face you tilting her head. "nervous?", you asked walking over to the small sofa in the room with billie following behind you. as you sat down, you watched how her clothes flowed over her figure, the loose tshirt masking her perfect features that only you got to see. she smiled sitting down next to you, resting her hand on your leg.

"not really, ive got more to do later", she sighed stroking your skin. "you're so soft", she smiled looking at you, flashing you that smile that made you crumble. she pulled your leg up higher on her thigh, causing you to fall lower into the sofa as your legs lay on hers. her eyes fixed on yours, her lips pouty, her hands rubbing against you. it wasnt until you felt something hard against your leg that you broke eye contact.

"fuck, what is that?", you said moving forward to feel where it met your leg. "what's what?", billie replied confused. "that thing digging into me, are you wearing a belt?", your eyes squinted. billies face went red as she bit her lip. "uh, no", she whispered almost reluctantly. the tone of her voice made you even more curious. you moved your legs off her and sat up, scanning over her body. starting with her flustered face, you daringly moved your eyes lower and lower until you saw it. the way she was manspreading outlined it perfectly. eyes darting back to hers, you were now equally as red as her.

"bils, dont tell me youre-", "I am", her voice now low. you stared at her, half confused half turned on. she looked so fucking hot, the way she was sitting wasnt doing you any favours. growing needy, you moved closer to her. her breathing evidently increasing, she pulled your arm making your upper body fall onto her lap. "I wanna use it on you", she groaned before kissing you. your body was burning, getting wetter by the second. "right now?", you moaned through cracks in the kiss. "mhm", she hummed. "dont you need to go soon?", your words breathless as you positioned yourself ontop of her, feeling her hands trace along your waist. "ill be quick", she smiled into you before pulling away.

the devilish smirk she flashed you was all you needed to break before billie pushed you off the sofa and into the wall. her body pressed against your back, soft whimpers vibrating along your skin as she pulled your underwear down. it all made sense now why she asked you to wear a skirt earlier. easier access. face pressed against the wall, billies hand came around your hip as she aligned herself.

"youre already so fucking wet", she groaned running her finger along your pussy before tightening her grip. "makes me wish we had more time". her fucking raspy voice made your knees weak, letting out a quiet moan at the pure desire she showed. "fuckk", you both whined simultaneously as she slowly pushed inside you, pulling you flat against her. the sounds of her moans, mixed with how wet you were was like music to her as she began thrusting into you. your hands felt up the wall, searching for anything to grab on to. billies pace was deafening, she hit all the right places, as if she was made for you.

her thrust got harder causing pained moans to echo out of you, bouncing off the walls. you couldnt see her, but you knew she was giving you that fucking cocky smile she did when she knew she was giving it you good. "you like that?", she teased, weaving her hand in your hair pulling you up into her. the warmth of her body dissolved against you as her arm wrapped tightly around your waist, holding you in place. the way she was fucking into you had you throbbing, trapping desperate whimpers in your throat. "answer me" she whispered in your ear causing your eyes to flicker.

"fuck billie, d-dont stop", you cried as she bucked up into you. "tell me how good it feels love, you can do it", she taunted increasing her pace. she knew your body too well, she knew you were aching to let out your moans, knew you were getting close, knew you were desperate to cum all over her. dry, broken rasps of her name were all you could reply with, letting the way your body broke for her speak for you. keeping one hand around your waist, the other ran its way up your body before it met your neck. her fingers traced the veins pulsing out before sinking her teeth into you.

"oh my god bil-", you choked on your words. "faster, please", eyes glossy as you chased your high. her lips sucked hard on your skin before tightening her grip around your neck, fucking into you desperately. "like this?, god youre so tight", she whimpered. you couldn't reply. you couldn't think. all that was clear was the tension about to snap inside you. her fingers moved up to your mouth, forcing you to suck on them as your girlfriend brought you closer and closer to breaking. moans stifled by her hand, there was a knock at the door.

"fuck", she groaned. "yeah?". "are you ready?, we need you out now", the voice replied. billie didnt stop fucking you. in fact, she went harder, pressing her hand around your mouth to shut you up. "just a minute, im coming", she laughed as the footsteps trailed off. "you hear that pretty girl?, I need you to cum no-", she stopped, slowing her pace. she hadn't realised that youd already cum.

as she pulled out of you, your body shook. her arm still around you, she turned you around to face her, eyes meeting your fucked out expression. "I needed that so bad", you said pulling her into a fulfilled kiss. she smiled contentedly about to respond before another knock at the door, this time more urgent.

"billie, we need to go", they called out. billie dropped her head before kissing you softly on the cheek and walked towards her dresser to get tissues. "be out in a sec", she said cleaning herself off. she didnt have time to properly sort herself out and so just pulled her shorts up. "won't people see?", you asked catching your breath. "maybe, theyre baggy enough that it should hide it", she smiled. "besides, ill just say its my aquaphor", she laughed, pulling you into her. as she opened the door to leave, you couldn't help the thoughts racing around knowing she going to be wearing it the whole interview.

it wasnt a surprise when you saw the photos of her later, strap clearly visible. you read the comments laughing at how she was right, people actually did think it was just her aquaphor. you were just about to text her when the notification came through saying 'I told you ;)".

can you make a enemy Billie x sub reader but Billie's the readers roommate and they got in to a physical fight and after the fight she held the reader against a wall??? and you do the rest please babes?

this took me agessssss, i hope you love it babe 😘

admit you want me

woah woah woah woah

i need medical attention rn

Make You

Billie Eilish x female reader !

A/n: first fic for my lil kinktober ... tanntober? No that's stupid everyone else's sounds cute mine sounds busted 🥰 anyways PLEASE ENJOY 😈

Summary: you hated eachother.. so it seemed.

Warnings: smut, hate sex ?, bondage, rough Billie, fingering.

Masterlist - Halloween ML

I hate you...

Yeah. Turns me on

You were really good friends with Finneas and Claudia. So you were around quite a bit. And tonight was another small party at theirs, they'd often have a tiny one with the friend group plus some others. So you ofcourse knew Billie. Did you two get along? Nope, and here's why.

For some reason when you first became friends with them Billie was iffy about you. You had become friends with Claudia first, then Finneas. And suddenly you were around all the time. You were always so kind with everyone, and it seemed to bother her. She actually had no idea why she didn't like you she just didn't. Then you'd get brought up by one of them, and that started to bug her.

She was working with Finneas on some music, they were taking a break. "Y/n took this cute photo of peaches last night! She's actually good at photography-" Billies eyes roll. "Can we get back to this, please?" He stares at her. "What's your problem with her, shes so kind to you and lately you've been rude even to her face. Like fine do what you want or say what you want to me, but the poor girls done absolutely nothing to you." - "Yeah well she bugs me. How did you even meet her she kinda just spawned." He sets the mic he had in hand, down.

"Claudia was taking a pilates class and Y/n happened to be there and they got talking. Found out she lived quite close by, got to know her better and she was really sweet." Billie was getting tired of hearing about you. "We don't know what her intentions are." "Billie." She just shrugs. "What! She could be after you or something, she was getting cozy with you the other day I saw. Maybe she's going to break you and Claudia up!" Finneas looks at her like she's insane. "You really need to get to know her better. She's most definitely not after me." Her brows furrow. "And how do you know that?"

"Shes gay Billie, full blown lesbian. If anything she'd be interested in Claudia, but she isn't because she's just a decent human being, something you're kinda lacking at the moment." Maybe she was being quite over the top. She still hated you. But she might of been starting to realize why. Especially when she heard you were into girls. There was no doubt you were beautiful, too beautiful for words. When Billie was giving you dirty looks all the time she actually wasn't, in her mind she was thinking how effortlessly pretty you were. Maybe those things bugged her more so than the reason she claims to hate you for. Maybe she actually liked you but used the hatred method to get over it.

Regardless she still 'hated' you. And tonight you couldn't take it anymore. You had arrived early as usual, carrying a bag of supplies. "You didn't have to do that!" Claudia smiles at the girl. "Ofcourse i did! You know how much I love helping out." - "Ugh you're an angel." She says, helping you bring it in. Billie was there too and she couldn't help rolling her eyes, you being some perfect angel, she didn't believe it still. Even if the true reason was right infront of her. You on the other hand, had really liked Billie at first. She was gorgeous, she was talented and you admired her deeply.

That was until you found out she hated you, you kinda picked up on it with the looks and the snide comments. You tried to ignore it, saying that maybe she's just going through something. But that's just who you were, you'd always give people the benefit of the doubt. But you were strong you could handle people who mocked and criticized you when you had to. You stood up for yourself. And you sure as hell did tonight.

People started coming in the small house, crowding it ever so slightly. You had a drink in hand talking with some mutual friends you had made in the past year of knowing Finn and Claud. But you felt eyes on you. Not admiring ones, deadly ones. You turn to see it was ofcourse Billie. You wanted to ignore it but the drink was telling you to do the exact opposite. You excuse yourself from the conversation you were currently in and approach her on the couch. You never really talked to her, nor tried to. You got the impression it was pointless.

"Can we talk?" You ask so sweetly, you never had any bad intentions. But oh God she just wanted to rip that soft voice out of you. On the other hand she was a little shocked you'd even speak to her, she reluctantly said sure. Very nonchalantly, shrugging at the same time. She gets up and follows you to a quieter area. "Have I done something?" You finally ask, after months of knowing her, after months of her being crude. Yet another shrug. This wasn't going to be easy at all. "Well it sure seems as if I have, can I fix it?"

All you wanted was to be friends with people, never enemies. "Why are you so hell bent on making things perfect all the time." She finally snaps. "Billie-" "I swear you come in this house being all 'look at me I'm wonderful' When i doubt that's truly the case." You stare at her in disbelief. Finn had told you about Billie being off about you. But you never realized just how much. You swallow, unable to process her harsh words. "Well. If that's how you feel." She soon after nods. "Yup." You just scoff slightly. "Wow. Glad to know where I stand with you." Your feet go to move, when you then hear her speak.

"Hopefully really far away." The response was cold. You could feel your throat tightening, and honestly wanting to cry. But you weren't going to give her that satisfaction. "You're a bitch." You breathe out. "Right back at you." All you could think of was getting the hell out of there. You brush past people, Finneas being one of them. "Woah woah- where are you going?" His bewildered look made you sigh. "Ask your sister." You speak bluntly. Leaving after that. His brows furrow, on his way looking for her. Once he finds her he strides over. "What the fuck Billie." Eyes roll. Again.

"Oh what, did she come crying to you like a God damn baby? She came to me, I didn't start it." His head lowers, shaking it. "Jesus Billie, no she didn't come crying to me, she whooshed past heading for the door, she most definitely looked upset though. Why? Why have you got such a hatred for her for fuck sakes?" She just looks at her brother. "I dunno." He laughs slightly. "I do." Her brow raises, the left one. "Enlighten me." "You like her, but you can never deal with your feelings properly so you're pushing her away before you can fall too deep for her." Silence.

He knew her better than she knew herself, but it was true. The first time she ever did see you. Her heart was melting but she had to stop it. Maybe because of situations in the past, but she was too far into the hatred. She was genuinely believing she hated you. Even though it was a lie. "Whatever, I don't care. She started it." "No. You did, this would've never even happened if you hadn't grown this disliking bull shit. It's stupid." That was the last thing said before he leaves, Billie standing there not knowing what to do.

Nothing changed. Not even after Finneas scolded her. If anything the hatred grew, larger, causing you to hate her in the process. It was silly, but it happened. It was yet again another party, Claudia's brand had a new big release, so they were throwing a bit of a celebration. She had a small one two days ago, but decided a more boozey one would be fun. And it was at first, you were enjoying yourself. Dancing with a mutual friend, this one girl you had grown to like, Ava. A closer friend of Claudia's. She was always so bubbly and out there you loved it. Music was blasting, crowds of people. More so than the usual parties they'd throw.

A few drinks down and all you wanted to do was dance, Ava seemed to be on the same page, extending her hand out for you to grab. "Dance?" You smiled. "I thought you'd never ask!" You say loud enough over the booming music. Huge smiles were on both of your faces, but you couldn't help feeling the opposite shooting daggers into the back of your head. You sensed something. So instinctively you turn around, seeing none other than Billie. This time your eyes roll. You were so incredibly sick of her childishness. It was getting pathetic.

Your attention is soon back on Ava as her hands move to your waist, it was flirty. The whole situation. You hadn't realized Billies stare changed considering you weren't paying her any mind. It progressed into jealousy. She didn't ever want to admit that but it was true. That should be her, but she's gone too far. Screwed up too much to the point where you hated her guts. Only because she falsely hated you. It was all her dumbass fault. After a few songs you go upstairs to find the bathroom, stumbling just slightly.

Thankfully if you ever drunk too much they let you crash at theirs. Always. You were like family to them, more so Claudia. Both of your bonds were incredibly close. You come back out, but unpleasantly you met those stupid eyes. Ones that were beautiful, but attached to the person who drove you mental. Potentially in many ways..

"What do you want." - "You into her or something?" You glare at her. "Excuse me?" She presses her weight on her right leg. "Ava, she was getting quite close to you earlier." A scoff was heard from you. "Why on earth do you care. Might I mention all of a sudden, when you normally want to 'stay far away' from me." There was a slight pause, was she thinking of a response. Your eyes roll as you go to brush past her but she grabs your wrist. "Do you like her?" You try to pull. "Leave me alone Billie. Your presence is already pissing me off." She lets out a dry laugh. "Trust me, princess. Yours isn't liked a whole lot either. Don't get a big head." You wanted to scream in her face.

She was so infuriating. And even though that name was meant to be mocking you stupidly liked it. You give her one last glare before you're storming down the stairs. Her feet on your trail. You go to Ava and grab her face. "Kiss me." You say sweetly, mixed with a sultry tone. She smirked slightly. "Say no more." And she did just that, attaching her lips onto your own. Billie saw, vividly. If this was a cartoon, you'd surely see steam piping out of her ears. But why? Why on earth did this bother her so much. For someone who didn't give a fuck about you. She sure did seem to care a fuck ton.

After an hour or so you were going back up to the bathroom, making sure everything's still intact. When your wrist is being grabbed. "He!-" Then a hand was slapped against your mouth. "Zip it." Your eyes meet hers in the mirror, your instincts finally kicking in after the initial confusion. You bite her hand making her retract, pushing her back. "What the fuck is wrong with you. Do tell cuz I'm getting genuinely sick of this shit." She laughs in your face. It was cold and mocking. Just like all the other times before. "You're just a spoilt bitch you know that." Your eyes roll but she grabs your jaw. "You love rolling your eyes huh."

You push her off of you, again. "What? you're the only one who can?" - "Smart mouth." She says.

"Fucking dick." You stare at one another for a second, something shifted in the air. Something different. She slowly backs you up against the sink. No words to be said, just actions. Her eyes going over your face, eyes, cheeks nose. Lips. Your heart picks up at the current moment. The whole situation being odd. Still no words. Her eyes linger on your lips, hands eventually making contact with your hips. What were you giving in to? It felt like you were. This new found tension. Her face was incredibly close to your own. You hated that you liked this, you hated how she has you currently. You felt weak, weaker than you had been.

"I hate you." You seethed, but it was hushed. Unable to focus on forming the right sentences. "Yeah, turns me on." Your breath hitches in your throat, only visible to your mind. Glad she couldn't see how wound up you are getting. You couldn't take the slight tease. You give into everything. Leaning in to kiss her, it was intense, messy. Hot, like lava. Her hands move over your body as you shift in her touch. "Hate you so much." You say on her lips. "Sure you do." You hum. Resuming the kiss, but hers goes to your chin, jaw. Neck. You breathe out. "Hate you.." - "Just shut up." Her teeth sink into your skin, doing just as she had asked. Your mouth shut tight. Eyes doing the same.

When all of a sudden your back hits the bathroom wall. Her hands grip your wrists and shove them above your head, against the cold brick. Your shocked expression makes her laugh. "I hate you too angel, with a burning passion." Her knee presses hard against your clothed cunt, causing your mouth to fall open with a gasp. "God you make me so angry, but look at you. At the same time I just wanna fuck you senseless. This time your eyes would be rolling for a different reason." "Please." Your voice was moany, whiney. All of the above. You needed this and now. She goes to lock the door, slithering her belt out in the process.

It was her HMHAS one, so it was perfect for what she wanted to do. "Everything off." And in a heartbeat her request was fulfilled. She sighs out, making your thighs clench at how hot it sounded. "Even through all the hate I still wanted you deep down." She admitted, making you swoon for this more. "Need you." She smirks at you, how eager you have become. "Yeah? Turn around, wrists together." How could you possibly deny that. Your back faces her as your arms go behind you. She ties that same belt tightly around them, fastening it in the black lock. You were truly trapped. And she was loving it.

"You gotta stay quiet though, can't have anyone know what we are up to can we?" You look at her. "What, wouldn't want people hearing that you don't actually hate me?" Your breath soon gets caught as she grabs the end of the belt, tightening it harder. "Watch it." She not only warns with her voice but her eyes too. You glare at her slightly, eventually feeling her tug you around and sitting you on the sink counter. "Stay quiet. If you don't do exactly as I say I'll leave you here. With nothing." Your eyes fell. Deciding to stop the act and just listen. Her fingers meet your wet pussy making your head fall against the mirror. "Fuck-" You bite your lip, remember what she had said.

"Mmm, close one huh?" You bit hard, nodding slightly. Her fingers slowly make contact with your entrance wasting no time into dipping them in, harshly. She was fucking evil. She wasn't even going to try be nice by taking it slow. Ensuring some noises come out. Your lip starts to bleed and she just laughs. "You stupid girl." You wanted to slap her, and you go to do so but remember. You can't. A tiny groan leaves your throat. "Uh-huh, think again." She says, noticing you struggle in the belt. When she hears you whine, muffled by your teeth sinking into your lip.

Her pace was ungodly, sending your eyes to truly roll back. "That's it, take them like the greedy bitch you are." You retreat your teeth from its former position. "Mm, fuck you." You mindlessly say. "Oh baby, don't say things you know you can't handle." You gave up, gave up with trying to outsmart her in any way. "Billie please, just fucking ruin me." Your request had her shocked slightly. "Don't underestimate me baby." - "I plan to."

Her fingers swiftly move out of you, earning a moan at the feeling and stretch. Her Jeans hit the floor, making you look infront at the fake dick. She looked so good, staring down at you with such lust. Enjoying the fact she was way taller than you now, your form sinking into the counter. Your body slumped. Anticipating what was about to come. Preferably you. The tip of the cock touches your weeping hole, making your mind race. You didn't care anymore you needed this more than anything. "Please put it in, please Billie-" And she does. Deep. Taking things on the faster side, fucking you absolutely filthy. Your head leans back again as it hits deeper. "Shit." You mutter softly. When you heard knocking. "Everything alright in there." Your eyes widen as you hear Avas voice.

She didn't know you were in there, but Billie needed her to. She had to show what was now hers. No one else was in here fucking your brains out, it was her. Just her. So she thrusts deeper than she had that night, hitting your g-spot causing you to let out a breathy moan. Bingo. "Yep! Just had a drunken lil accident and got hurt but it's all ok." Billie then replies. What a fucking liar, a good one because Ava seemed to believe it mainly. But Billie didn't stop, not one bit. "You're so annoying." You moan again. "Am I really? I'm just so annoying, isn't it so annoying that I'm fucking you so good. Your eyes are getting a good view of the back of your head. Yeah, how annoying."

Your eyes begin to shut, but her hand fixes on your jaw, holding tight. "Still hate me huh?" "Mhmmm." You say with your teeth back on your lip. "Mm, those noises tell me otherwise." She gets the perfect angle, hitting that blissful spot deep inside you. "Billie-" You gasp. "Go on, cum all over it. Gush all your hate on my dick baby." That alone sent you insane, your back arching as her thrusts continue. "Fuckfuckfuck." You chant as you felt it coming. Your orgasm has you shaking, has her satisfied. She was in awe seeing you like this.

"Still hate me, princess?"

hey babes, how are you? how’s everything? kisses to you just cause💋

you make my stomach flutter it’s insaneeee

i’m good, getting ready to hibernate now that i’ve finally posted again 🤭

how are youuuu?

a bajillion kisses back 😘😘

i beg of you for a fic of billie just getting her tooth gems and the silver tooth thingy, i think they’re called grills(?) ain’t got a clue but THEYRE SO DAMN HOT PLEASE I NEED A SMUT FIC INCORPORATING THEM 🙏🙏 (dom billie!!!)

its a blurb bby, but nevertheless its here 💖

bling

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if you voted for trump, get the fuck off my blog.

i refuse to tolerate anyone who’s willing to sabotage the wellbeing of their country because having a woman of color in power is simply too much to handle.

i have so many people i love & cherish in the united states and i will not stand to see them perish at your hand.

oh also, to my american followers, i love you all deeply. you’re so important to me, i’m here if you need absolutely anything.

Sic Gorgiamus Allos Subjectatos Nunc.

We Gladly Feast on Those Who Would Subdue Us.

this isn’t funny it keeps happening, i’m writing my shit somewhere else this is pissing me off.

bling | b.eilish

billie eilish x fem!reader

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“billie…fuck.” the words strung incoherently from your lips as her tongue lapped your juices. she sucked your clit as the metal coating her teeth shocked your core. she groaned at the noises you were making each time the metal came in contact with your heat. her grip on your thighs tightened, the more you squirmed under her influence.

“stop moving.” she demanded, her voice only turning you on more. her lips connected with your inner folds, making sure not to miss a single spot. she was driving you wild.

“i..i can’t help it.” you were out of breath, the cold silver touching your warm clit produced sensations you previously thought weren’t possible. she broke away.

“what do you mean?” she was smirking, intrigue displayed on her face.

“mm, billie it’s your grills.” you admitted immediately, hoping to feel her back where you needed her to be.

“what about them.” she came up to kiss your face while she questioned you.

“they feel so good, i’m going insane, please.” you couldn’t form your sentences properly, her breath on your cheek doing little to ground you. you were floating.

“oh yeah?” she smiled, kissing your lips.

“Billie please.” she gazed at you for a moment longer, your desperate state taking effect on her strength. you made her weak, in reality, she’d do anything to please you.

“okay, okay, baby.” her hands caressed your body as she lowered herself until she was back against your glistening heat. she chuckled before laying her tongue flat against your clit, working her way down skilfully like she would usually. except, she’d bare her teeth occasionally, letting the bling that covered her teeth glide against your walls.

“billie..” the gasp shaped her name in the way she loved to hear it, urging her to continue.

Hi babyy! Just checking in to see how you're doing 😊

i’m good what about youuuuu 💖

such a sweetheart girl 😚