Introduction
Introduction
Hi, call me Ladybug. I'm 16 and created this blog to better document my "revenge transformation" into a more attractive, intelligent, peaceful and healthier me.
My main focuses are losing weight, fixing minor skin issues, getting extremely high grades, fixing my mental health, making more friends and becoming more fashionable. Which seems like a load of work all written together like this, but by documenting my progress, I really think I'll be able to make changes.
Something important to note is that a lot of my mental health issues stem from the fact that I am autistic and suffer from an anxiety disorder, so my self-esteem is the pits and has been for a while.
Support me as I better myself and become the woman I've always wanted to be. Beautiful, intelligent, peaceful and healthy.
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Week 1
Summary - This week has been quite stressful for me, but I managed to get some good work done and mostly eat within my limit, so it isn't all bad.
Monday
Cals consumed: 1,007
Cals burnt: 1,751
Water drank: 6 cups
Assignments done: 3
Pages read: 40
Mood: Kinda sad
Extras: Had a bit of a rough day today, and I'm dreading tomorrow :( but it's likely just stress from PMSing.
Tuesday:
Cals consumed: 1,777
Cals burnt: 1,814
Water drank: 5 cups
Assignments done: 3
Pages read: 50
Mood: So-so
Extras: I was feeling pretty decent earlier, but I crashed around late afternoon. As you can tell because I binged on an entire packet of knock-off oreos :(
Wednesday:
Cals consumed: 1,529
Cals burnt: 1,679
Water drank: 6 cups
Assignments done: 1
Pages read: 30
Mood: Tired
Extras: Today started off pretty decent even though school exhausted me. I'm just hoping tomorrow will be better...
Thursday:
Cals consumed: 1,338
Cals burnt: 1,827
Water drank: 8 cups
Assignments done: 3
Pages read: 10
Mood: Overwhelmed
Extras: Everything's exhausted me today, I only hope I'll feel better at the weekend because I know I'm going out.
Friday:
Cals consumed: 1,132
Cals burnt: 2,016
Water drank: 8 cups
Assignments done: 2
Pages read: 50 (finished my book!)
Mood: Exhausted, but content
Extras: Had a bit of a rough morning, but I'm feeling better now. Looking forward to the weekend because I have plans.
Saturday:
Cals consumed: 1,161
Cals burnt: 1,995
Water drank: 3 cups
Assignments done: 1
Pages read: 0
Mood: Happy
Extras: Did a little shopping today, but mostly messed around.
Sunday:
Cals consumed: 1,296
Cals burnt: 1,650
Water drank: 3 cups
Assignments done: 1
Pages read: 0
Mood: Calm, but a little anxious
Extras: Just hung out today and didn't get much done. I've been thinking about school on Monday, which has been making me nervous.
"match my freak!" match my sweetness. match my benevolence. match my empathy. match my ability to feel emotions so deeply it tears me apart from the inside out
"I'm so lazy, I need to push myself harder" I say, as if I'm not already exhausted 24/7.
Friendship breakups hit me so hard, every time I open my phone to check a message, I'm anxious it's someone's paragraph about how disgusting I am and how they never want to see me again.
Jesus loves you ♡
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