HI THE VOID SYSTEM SENT THIS TO ME AND I LOVE IT AND GOT 2 BINGOS

- yes, sometimes

Looking in the mirror while dissociated like

7/2/19

10:20pm

6lbs down in a week so far, pretty excited about that.

370c for dinner, the only meal I eat.

Half a bowl smoked,

In such a weird fucking mindset today, I don't understand. I don't understand this feeling in my chest. What are you trying to tell me?

Slept 5 hours today, but not very good.

My mother is talking to and potentially dating a man I'm not very fond of, I hate it.

What is this fucking feeling engulfing me? 

7/4/19

4:55am

My heart has been palpitating so much. It thumps so hard it hurts. Happens several times in a minute.

Im still tired af.

Haven’t weighed myself, have to wait a few more hours.

My stomach hurts, just gonna smoke and watch mukbangs. Don’t have the urge to binge but thank god we never have food in this house.

7/5/19

1:00am

Yesterday/Today (because havent slept yet so technically my day hasnt ended) was...boy. Very... odd. Never thought that would happen.

Lost another lb.

Gonna just smoke some weed while I play the sim. Maybe I’ll have some low calorie soup.