It comes in waves. Anger, then sadness, anxiety then anger again.
All I can do is lay in bed by myself and isolate.
I dont really have a right to push everyone away and then lament that im hurting and lonely.
I just..........
Oh well..
hiding secrets in the wishing well
Now this is funny.
G ∆ /\/\ ヨ Bロ Y
[my edit]
Bpd be like…
A minor inconvenience? Initiate RAGE
A stranger smiles at you? Initiate LOVE
Your fp doesn’t respond three minutes after you message them? InitiateDESPAIR
Someone bugs you slightly? Initiate HATRED
Something is slightly more than you (more anything at all)? Initiate JEALOUSY
Something good happens? Initiate EUPHORIA
and it all changes within seconds…
shout out to anyone having a flareup right now. i’m sorry you’re hurting. you’re stronger than you feel right now. go easy on yourself today. you deserve it.
Me:-eats something-
Stomach:“GET IT OUT OF ME!”
Me:“You’ve had this before and you were fine!”
Stomach:“bitch what did I just say!? IM REJECTING IT!”
'No one gives a fuck about my nightmares, But it's nothing you should worry yourself about.'
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