I hate when I get told this. Especially by my own mother, who knows I’m sick. And has the same thing because fuck genetics sometimes right? So..Its like...I have a chronic disorder??? My own existence is an exhausting painful battle???? You should know this as well as anyone??? Smdh
Me, chronically ill: Gosh, I’m so exhausted.
Abled person: YOU’RE tired????? *I* worked all day!
If I kill myself in daydreams enough times will it finally be real?
Please?
I can make it look like an accident so nobody cares or is sad
Just let me go now please
Please..?
showering: take cold shower so you don’t get dizzy and pass out! Self care!
also me: it must feel like satan is PISSING on you and your skin must peel off like a face mask or it isn’t hot enough. You fucking wimp
Sometimes I don’t feel like living
“I deserve to be treated well, and others will recognize this.”
“I am confident, capable and wonderful to talk to.“
“I Am Enough.”
“Smile. Breathe. Move forward.”
“I acknowledge my anxiety but I do not have to listen to it.”
“With every breath, I inhale positivity and exhale my negativity.”
“I give my unique gifts to the world.“
“I will handle any anxiety attacks with a calm and logical perspective.”
“Mistakes are temporary and a lesson to learn.”
“I have the strength to overcome any setbacks.”
“I will be my own best advocate.“
“To take care of others, I need to take care of myself.“
“I believe in myself.”
hiding secrets in the wishing well
'No one gives a fuck about my nightmares, But it's nothing you should worry yourself about.'
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