It’s So Easy To Eat, Yet It’s So Hard To Starve Yourself…

Oh to have long black hair ~~>_<~~ (not mine/me)

I just want my hair to be like this but it’s a long time to grow

i can feel your pervert gaze on my posts

Sometimes I think me and you don’t exist

And everything like time and people are an illusion

In order for me to be myself I have to convince myself that the people that are around me and the ones that I talk too aren’t real

W Childers Street, Jasper, Texas.

Typing this bcuz I want to eat something not bcuz I’m hungry. I’m just bored and I got nothing else to do.

I shouldn’t eat bcuz I weigh 125lbs and I need to lose weight. This is embarrassing and I used to weigh about 105-110lbs at the beginning of January. I want to be back at 110lbs. My gw is 100lbs and my Ugw is 93-95lbs

I thr0w up food every one in a while, but if I eat something that’s really sweet. Sometimes when when I’m not hungry, I eat something

So therefore I have to thr0w it up

I also realized that when used to throw up every day and ever time ate, it would get extremely hard for food to come out. It became so exhausting to the point I would see stars and on the verge of blacking out

I just want to be able to wear cute clothes without worrying about if you can see my stomach

I just a flat stomach and a thigh gap

I REALLY want to lose weight around my face. I just want my face to look sick, skinny, and hollow

That’s why I shouldn’t eat at all

Eating snacks is useless

I guess if it’s low calorie it’s ok? Then again just bcuz it’s low calorie doesn’t mean it’s no calories it doesn’t mean shit bcuz calories are still calories .

Then again it’s a bit harder for me to lose weight bcuz I have type 1 diabetes. Which stupid as hell bcuz I was even overweight as a child.

At the end of the day I shouldn’t eat. I should only eat if it’s having breakfast with my family and having dinner. That’s it

Polaroids

trinkets!!