Definetlyaddicted - Woman Of Sorrows

im depressed

It's like time has barely passed

Something that sort of breaks me in “The Circus” are the realizations of why Stolas unintentionally hurts the people that he loves. Plenty of fans already thought that the cheating happened because he was unhappy with Stella (and the episode more than confirms it), and there’s also more.

 Him taking Octavia to an amusement park she hadn’t enjoyed in years instead of talking about why she was sad? His father took him to a circus and “bought” a friend to him because he didn’t want to deal with his crying. His perverted behaviour? Paimon didn’t manage to remember his name because he had fucked many people and therefore had many children. 

The reasons as to why he crossed Blitz’s boundaries and made him feel like a sex toy was because he was out of himself with joy at being with his first ever friend, plus the fact that he had probably never witnessed a healthy romantic relationship before, much less been in one. He wanted to love Blitz, but he didn’t know how, and he only realized it when Blitz had enough.

The whole episode shows that Stolas only ever wanted love and company throughout his whole life, but he was deprived of it as a child due to the expectations and duties of a Goetia, and as an adult he screws his own chances because of what he was forced to learn.

so much writers dont tag snily for some reason omg 😭 ruins the whole vibe lmfao

more cheolmiae

God it really looks like Stolas isnt getting a break anytime soon if those ep 2 leaks are to be believed

Helluva Boss resolved the whole “Blitzo and Stolas talk about what happened at Ozzie’s” conflict in a blink and you’ll miss it text message

And Striker is yet another character obsessed with having a big dick

Pensieve Mishap

Someone grabbed the wrong memory of Albus’ labeled “Gellert”.

An arrow to the heart