I Hate When I Get The Most Gorgeous Cunty Wonderful Picture Of Myself But Then Can’t Post It Because

thought i’d update the masses i infact did not go to school … faked sick 👅👅 WE UPPPP

i don’t wanna go to SCHOOOLLLLLLNOODXFVGV NOOOO DONT SEND ME THERE PLEASEEEESSS

“AND IIIIII DON’T WANT IT BACK AT ALL!!!! BUT I MISS YOU BABE OH GODDD!!! YOU KICK ME AND I FALLLL BUT PICK ME UP AND ITS ALLLLL FORGOTTEN, YOU’RE NOT SO ROTTEN!!” summer in december - esha tewari

these exact lyrics except they’re not abt an ex and instead about

psst, stop and stay for a while!

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helloo, i’m deerglitter!! aka alan

༄ i’m sixteen (june 6th, 2008)

༄ agender! any pronouns idgaf

༄ huge lesbo

༄ est timezone

༄ connoisseur of all things whimsical

༄ professional ponderer and yearner

༄ this intro may be aesthetic but i am a freaked out fag and might post as such

༄ in active ED and SH recovery, if you’re pro either you’re getting blocked !!

interests: minecraft, littlest pet shop, collecting nature things, the hunger games, digicam pics, interview with the vampire, true crime, drawing, south park, marvel, my little pony, cds, fanfics, learning topics i like

music: addriane lenker, clairo, fiona apple, julia jacklin, lorde, radiohead, lana del rey, kimya dawson, jeff buckley, beabadoobee, taylor swift, laufey, mitski, solya, esha tewari

links: spotify, pinterest, letterboxd, airbuds

i can always get weirder ♥️

amen i love being weird i love being a freak i love being a pervert i love being abnormal i love being incomprehensible to the average person

seeing sum of my friends active on ig thru the night is so interesting like wdym we all have sleepless nights and our own experiences wdym some of them might be grinding out hw or be sobbing profusely or be doomscrolling like i am??? ik sonder isn’t like a groundbreaking feeling but i love when i take time to think about it

loser lesbian summer oh my goodness i am so excited,,, i will drive around listening to the most awful music and wear the stupidest jorts and overall make it known i am a faggot with no play but goddamn i will enjoy every second of it

IM YOUR WINDOW SHOPPER 🌹

bruh it truly does feel like 2016 again holy shit life is PEAKK

hi those tts to zombie girl by addriane lenker r making me cry cuz it’s late and im emotional so here’s a ramble

it’s dogs and grandparents and babies. i’m not fond of kids they annoy me but what the fuck dude this is so sad. there was one where it was a pic of a toddler on a slide and the next pic the slide was empty. i’m sobbing??? life is so fleeting and tomorrow is never promised and that’s so scary. like that was someone’s kid and he’s just gone?? you wake up one day and your parents go to sleep that night knowing you aren’t breathing that’s. what. like that’s so unfair that’s a baby. which ofc this made me think of suicide bc. life isn’t promised but if you can live one more day please for the love of god do it. for all the people who can’t and didn’t have a choice in it, like yes life sucks but i don’t wanna see a sob inducing tt slideshow with your pictures in it. that’s so AUGGHS death makes me so angry or like idk it’s so unfair to everyone involved

having ocd is so funny cuz you’ll be doing something totally normal and then get an intrusive thought worse than a shock site gore video and u can’t even say anything abt it cuz then ppl think ur batshit insane

how it feels to be the only slightly alt one at the family function