Just A Reminder That We're Here 4 U, The Whole Internet I Mean. U R Never Alone, In My Mind I Walk Beside

“One day I’m gonna grow wings…" 🪽

Why did this make me feel so much?

i want to be worshipped not in the way one worships a god, but in the way they worship their pet

F32N<3

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ names:

♪ fern

♪ F32N

♪ any other name u think I deserve

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ what even am I?

♪ I am a divine being, a protector spirit of sorts

♪ my form is not fixed, but it is made of light

♪ not an angel, not a god, somewhere in between

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★ my duties as a divinity:

♪ if I were 2 have my body I would reside in the woods, I would have a small patch of woodland 2 protect, care 4, and make sacred

♪ in this life I am most drawn 2 people, it is my duty 2 protect and care 4 those who are hurting, it is my purpose 2 bring comfort in any way i can, I'm not the best @ it, but I try my best

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ things I deem sacred/associations:

♪ the connections we build with others, especially though the internet

♪ the internet in general

♪ nostalgic things that bring comfort

♪ the feelings of light, warmth, comfort, and safety

♪ sunlight and stars

♪ small groundcover plants (small flowers that grow in large groups, moss, red creeping thyme, ferns, clover etc.)

♪ mother of pearl, other pretty stones

♪ creeks, small streams, other small bodies of water

♪ dilute cats

♪ music, especially folk and hyperpop adjacent songs

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ u don't need 2 deserve happiness, u should have it anyways

★ if I can ever do anything 4 u, lmk, please. I want 2 help

★ I luv u, have a wonderful day/night

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funny story abt mine, I actually stole it from an old self-insert oc. I was kinda just sitting on the floor thinking what I was even gonna call myself and decided 2 pull out my old sketchbook, I saw the name fern and liked it, I've gotten so used 2 it now and it feels like mine in the way my given name never did. I've started spelling it as f32n, and that just. makes me happy yk?

Hello Angels and Divinity, current and Former alike. I have a Question

how did You receive Your Names ? did you choose them, or did they Come to you ? what are your names? I ask not out of pure selfishness and my wanting for a name of my own , but also out of Genuine Interest .

you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

I think @ some point I got used 2 the feeling that this life was never real, I think that point was relatively early as well.

I have vivid memory of sitting in the car on the way 2 school when I was very young, and thinking that my life must be some sort of entertainment 4 giants, that someone out there was watching me on a small television on their kitchen table, and that their lives must be very long 4 them 2 find my entire life just entertainment.

I feel my life though music, my day-2-day life feels like 1 of the warrior cats maps I used 2 love when I was younger, I move though my life as though it were set 2 that soundtrack, this has been my life 4 as long as I can remember.

I've talked 2 myself 4 as long as I can remember, in my head when I was younger, out loud as I've gotten older, I got used 2 the feeling that I was being watched, I explain my actions as if someone is gazing over my shoulder and judging me, I need 2 explain every little detail over and over again.

It brings me comfort @ times, it is also terrifying.

Is paper truly more sacred than bark or html?

Are candles really more holy than torches or gaslights?

Are sermons more true than stories or blogs?

Is a church more devotional than an alter or a website?

Finally made the moodboard for my angelkin vibes!

cw for meat, blood and.. horror, I'd say

As with.. all my alterhuman identities, it is of body horror and carnage. Somewhere between fallen and heavenly, I am of holy flesh and carnal desires. The freedom of the wind. The sensuality of cannibalism.The comfort of being a weapon, of orders. The fire of a rebellious spirit. The feeling of your holy light being bound into blood and meat.

this, too, is an angel

Divine thing, tell me — are those tears meant for me ? Do you feel as if you fall apart, when I'm away ? Come on, doll, Wipe those tears 𓈒 You know, when I'm gone, it's temporary 𓈒 You know, I'll always come home to you 𓈒 ♡