I Feel Like Someone Dead Pretending To Be Alive

well-

It is what it is *throws up*

fake ass idgafer. I saw you gazing off into the distance like you were looking at something far away, something no one else could see but you

being a girl in your early 20s is the equivalent of sitting on your porch at the earliest hours of dawn and waiting for someone to fall in love with you

sometimes, it's not so much about the romance as it is about the devotion. the adoration.

hey sexy what time do you plan on being done grieving

how can i be so delusional but so logical at the same time. duality.

there’s a misconception that grief only happens when we lose people. this is not true. we can grieve circumstances, relationships, missed opportunities. in fact, sometimes when you find yourself plagued with waves of emotion from sadness to melancholy you may be grieving yourself. the version of yourself that you might have been if things had been different, or if only you had said something, or if someone had stood up for you.

I did it out of love. You don’t owe me anything.