So, TW, Abuse, Toxicity, Break Ups,

So, TW, abuse, toxicity, break ups,

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So I never really knew you

God I really tried too,

Blindsighted, addicted

Thought we could really do this, but really we were foolish

In hindsight it's obvious,

talking with my sister I ask why do you love this guy, she i said "I dont really know, but it's love and that's fine."

Some mistakes get made that's alright, that's okay,

You can think that you're in love

when your really just in pain

Some mistakes get made, that's alright, that's okay, in the end I'm sure that there's a moral to our stories

It's funny memory,

Can turn into a bad dream,

When running wild,

Turns violentile,

Remember how we hid in my closet?

Just like our sexualities did,

So romantic, But you never even loved me!

God I should have seen the signs!

Talking with parents they asked, "where did you find these friends?" I said, "I don't really know, but it's true and that's fine!"

You that, Some mistakes get made that's alright, that's okay,

You can think that you're in love

when your really just in pain

Some mistakes get made, that's alright, that's okay, in the end it's better for us, what's the moral of our story!?

They say it's better to have loved and lost, then never to feel love at all.

That's just a loud of shit.

But we just need to tell you all.

Some mistakes get made that's alright, that's okay,

You can think that you're in love

when your really just in engaged

Drama will get to you, and that's alright, it's okay, soon it will be better for us, there's a moral to our stories, right?

Some mistakes were made, is that fine? It's not okay, some mistakes I've made were never right, I'm not okay, but I promise I'd stick around for the better of our stories.

Some mistakes get made that's alright, that's okay,

You can think that you're in love

when your really just in pain

I've made some bad mistakes,

I'm still crying

It's okay

We can get through this honey, I know that there's a moral to our stories!

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I remember listening to MOTS and thinking, "wow this fits me and my friends. I wonder what would happen if I made it more like us." And this is what I have. I keep thinking, "There's gotta be a reason why were are all like this."

My friends and I were kind of violent. Physically I was the worst. Maybe verbally too. But we were toxic to each other. It's wrong to say, but that's how we clicked. That's how we worked. That's how we liked it. And hated it. We were perfect for each other. The friend group was always mixed up, and for me, I was really the glue.

I try and I try but it's so so hard to change. I believe the song isnt just about romantic relationships, but platonic ones too. So yeah. Based on real events.

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No, see, now I imagine Edward as a secret theater nerd instead of Chris.

And I hope its true.

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3 years ago

Criminal by britney spears no I don't take criticism

ishimondo stans drop your fav ishimondo songs

BUT

the catch, no angst songs whatsoever (:<


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3 years ago

Sounds autistic to me man /hj /lh

I like your claws, Edge! Were you born with them?

I Like Your Claws, Edge! Were You Born With Them?
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I Like Your Claws, Edge! Were You Born With Them?

He takes things very literally


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4 years ago

oh boy, time for another ARTISTS BEWARE, fellas.

Be cautious of @/sh0ul_ on instagram, while they’re mainly a dhmis meme/edit account, they’ve recently used @/Endertomb’s art in one of their edits without any sign of credit towards said artist and when asked to credit the artist(and then later on provided the og artist) they proceeded to get on the defensive and start deleting comments. 

The screenshots im going to show are the interactions i made with the user in the comments, knowing how repost/edit accounts get when someone tells them than pinterest isnt a proper credit source, they’ve deleted them.

Oh Boy, Time For Another ARTISTS BEWARE, Fellas.
Oh Boy, Time For Another ARTISTS BEWARE, Fellas.
Oh Boy, Time For Another ARTISTS BEWARE, Fellas.
Oh Boy, Time For Another ARTISTS BEWARE, Fellas.
Oh Boy, Time For Another ARTISTS BEWARE, Fellas.
Oh Boy, Time For Another ARTISTS BEWARE, Fellas.
Oh Boy, Time For Another ARTISTS BEWARE, Fellas.

Again, be cautious of this account, report and block if you can. I’m sick of reposting/edit accounts acting like this and getting away with it while artists from every community get the short end of the stick thanks to the fact that not a lot can be done about this. 


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8 months ago

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4 years ago

God I always cry over the littlest of things.


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4 years ago

Oh my god I feel the exact same way I would absolutely die if anyone knew IRL found out about what I like and the stuff I've made. I love the fandoms to death but I hate the feeling of being judged.

Are you going to continue whit youre ask blog of dhmis? ;-;

I wasn't going to answer this, but I figured you guys deserve one.

I've tried to get back into DHMIS so many times. Although I love the original source material to death, it's the fan base I absolutely cannot stand.

I have met some great friends through that fandom, but I've also met people who really wrecked up any positive association I had left with the fandom.

That's not to say I'll delete the blog or whatever, but I might just stop. Maybe if I get another hyperfixation cycle I could do more in the future, but nothing long term. The blog really helped me get through the first two years of highschool, but it has since gone downhill.

I find the blog a little... embarrassing now?? Like. If some of my friends found out I run/ran a DHMIS ask blog I think I would legit pass away. I know cringe culture is dead or whatever, but it's still very deep within me. Cringe culture has left scars that may never heal.

I don't like thinking about it much anymore. I don't think it's in "trigger territory" just yet, but it still gives me not-so-good memories. Like I said, I'll still adore the original DHMIS series but I rather not participate in the fandom all that much anymore.

4 years ago

Ladies! So I’m sure we’ve all heard of the absolutely horrifying thing going around about April 24th. Anyway, while a lot of us are really hoping that it’s just a hoax and isn’t going to happen, we should still be taking precautions. So here are some things you should really remember if you have to go out by yourself on April 24th (or any day!) If you aren’t able to grab a friend to take with you or something like that, keep the following in mind!

Stay in public areas. No matter where you are going that day, find a place that has a lot of people and stay near them.

Carry a long object such as an umbrella with you. It’s been proven that if an attacker looking for victims sees someone carrying a long item they can defend themselves at a distance with, the attacker will ignore them and look for someone else.

Carry some kind of defense with you wherever you go. Pepper spray, wasp spray (which is much cheaper, shoots farther, and works just as well), a knife, whatever makes you feel safe, carry it. Another good idea would be a pointed object, like maybe a sharpened pencil. If you’re grabbed, stab for all you are worth at the eyes. Don’t hesitate. Stab forcefully.

Wear dull colors and clothing that will not make you stand out in a crowd. DO NOT WEAR A HOODIE!!! An attacker can jerk the hood down over your face to disorient you, and, if the hoodie has drawstrings on it, they might even use it as a choking device. (A far-fetched idea, but it could happen).

Wear closed-toed shoes that have a sturdy structure. If you’re attacked and are trying to kick your attacker, you don’t want to be wearing something like flip flops or sandals, because one, you’ll end up hurting yourself kicking with your bare feet, and two, your attacker will not feel a lot of pain. Make sure you wear shoes that will hurt if you kick someone with them, and keep your feet covered so you can kick as hard as you want.

Do not wear your hair in a bun, ponytail, braids, or any other hairstyle that can be grabbed easily.

Utilize your hands, feet, and elbows. If you are grabbed, kick, slap, bite, scratch, and pinch for all you are worth. If you’re grabbed from behind, swing your legs up in front of you to chest level, then kick behind you with all you’ve got. If you’re grabbed from in front, kick with all your might in the groin area, and also at the knees. If your attacker’s knees buckle, they’ll spend a few seconds regaining their balance or getting to their feet, which buys you some time to get the heck out of there. Also note that the underarm area between the elbow and shoulder is extremely sensitive. Pinch there as hard as you possibly can. Also scratch as viciously as you can at the face (especially the eyes).

If you are attacked, and you’re wearing a mask, RIP IT OFF. There are several reasons for this. If you’re trying to scream while wearing a mask, for one thing, the sound will be muffled, and for another, you’ll eventually have to stop for breath, and you might accidentally inhale your mask. (Try talking quickly for several minutes while wearing a mask. You’ll see what I mean and realize that you don’t want a mask on while screaming). Another reason to take the mask off is that your attacker could use it as a kind of gag to silence you, or maybe even to choke and weaken you. Wearing a mask will also prevent you from being able to bite, which is really handy to do if you’re attacked. So if you’re wearing a mask and you’re attacked, tear the mask off. Don’t worry about the virus.

If you are about to go out of wherever you are to your car, do not get your keys out or look at your phone while you’re in the parking lot or garage. Get your keys out while you’re in a public area, then walk out to your car, being extremely observant. You can hold your keys in your fist if you want, but it won’t really repel an attacker. (So, again, an umbrella is useful). Then, when you get to your car, do not get in the car and sit looking at your phone. Whatever it is you want to look at can wait until you get home. An attacker will absolutely climb in your car and force you to drive somewhere. Don’t sit around. Leave.

Be aware of your surroundings. If you feel like you’re being followed, go to a public area and call a friend or family member to come find you. Tell them your exact location, then stay in the area until they come get you. Have them walk you to your car and see you safely off. Either that, or get a security guard or somebody trustworthy to escort you from the store.

If you are being tailed in your car, call a friend or family member who lives in a well-populated area and calmly tell them you’re coming over. Then take as many detours as you possibly can until you reach their house. When you get there, go straight inside. Wait until you are certain you’re not being followed any more; maybe even stay the night. When you go out again, leave the area by a different route and drive down as many roads and turns as you can just in case you’re still being followed.

If you’re approaching your car to get into it, and you see a car parked beside yours with a person sitting on the side right beside the driver's seat of your car, then stop and go back into the store or whatever you just came from. Have someone like a security guard or a cashier walk you to your car. Don’t feel like you’re being a nuisance. Your suspicions about the other person could be legitimate.

If you’re using a public restroom, don’t let your guard down. Do your business quickly. If someone tries to force the door, throw all your weight against it and scream for help. If your attacker tries crawling under the door, kick their head with all your might, step on them, anything, while still screaming. If your attacker is only trying to force the door, don’t try to crawl into another stall. That other stall most likely will be open, and your attacker will easily figure out that you’re trying to escape. You may also get stuck crawling. Stay in the stall you are in. If screaming doesn’t do anything, you may have to call the police. If nobody tries forcing the door, still keep extreme caution exiting the stall. Be on your guard as you wash your hands, and keep a sharp lookout in the mirror. Don’t linger in the bathroom. Get out as fast as you can.

If you are in a building with stairs and an elevator, TAKE THE ELEVATOR. If you see someone on the elevator you wouldn’t feel comfortable being alone with, stay the heck off. Waiting a few minutes for the elevator to come around again is way better than potentially getting assaulted.

Please, stay safe, and exercise extreme caution. We can only hope that the sick people who are encouraging assault are too cowardly to carry it out.


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