Oh my god I feel the exact same way I would absolutely die if anyone knew IRL found out about what I like and the stuff I've made. I love the fandoms to death but I hate the feeling of being judged.
Are you going to continue whit youre ask blog of dhmis? ;-;
I wasn't going to answer this, but I figured you guys deserve one.
I've tried to get back into DHMIS so many times. Although I love the original source material to death, it's the fan base I absolutely cannot stand.
I have met some great friends through that fandom, but I've also met people who really wrecked up any positive association I had left with the fandom.
That's not to say I'll delete the blog or whatever, but I might just stop. Maybe if I get another hyperfixation cycle I could do more in the future, but nothing long term. The blog really helped me get through the first two years of highschool, but it has since gone downhill.
I find the blog a little... embarrassing now?? Like. If some of my friends found out I run/ran a DHMIS ask blog I think I would legit pass away. I know cringe culture is dead or whatever, but it's still very deep within me. Cringe culture has left scars that may never heal.
I don't like thinking about it much anymore. I don't think it's in "trigger territory" just yet, but it still gives me not-so-good memories. Like I said, I'll still adore the original DHMIS series but I rather not participate in the fandom all that much anymore.
@nightmarexcross and everyone who ships crossmare and Horrorlust-
Please dont disown me for shipping Crosslust-
No, see, now I imagine Edward as a secret theater nerd instead of Chris.
And I hope its true.
Edward: BRING IT ON, NERD FROM HELL!
Isaac: You could at least be more sophisticated…
Edward: Dost thou wish to engage in a duel, my good bitch?
Isaac: Even worse somehow.
Hello! DeadFire here! Uh, I have ASD/Autism Spectrum Disorder/Autism. Please, like, be patient with me. I try really hard to be nice but I can come off as rude because I'm straightforward. I can have, like, dark humor. So, um, tell it to me straight if I'm pushing boundaries. Seriously. I won't know other wise.
I also come off as childish, but we all are honestly. I will talk about serious topics. If you get uncomfortable, just say "Green Eggs." I'll use it too. I have not figured out my triggers per se, but I have gotten a meltdown to whistle and sirens.
Feel free to check out some of my stuff, though it's cringe. I wrote and did stuff like that when I was like eleven, because I decided to publish my old stuff even though... C R I N G E
Am I embarrassed about it? Absolutely. Do I regret it? No. I had fun doing it. It's a learning process.
A lot of things on my account are from like a long time ago, and there's a good chance that I no longer agree with things I may have said.
Here's a list of Fandoms I'm in:
FNAF
BATIM
Aphmau (Ask for specifics)
MCYT (Mostly Dream SMP)
MCTT(Minecraft TikTok)
Undertale
Danganronpa (THH/The Animation, Goodbye Despair, UDG)
Ninjago
Riverdale (at S2)
Heather's
Mean Girls
Grishaverse (Only read the S&B TRIO, SoC Duo, + TV show)
Dork Dairies
MLP (Not as much anymore)
Miraculous Ladybug
TMNT 2012/ROTTMNT/TMNT 2007/TMNT 90's movies/TMNT Bayverse. I know a lot of iterations...
DHMIS
Kindergarten
Gacha (ask for specifics)
Criminal Minds (seen all seasons but not spin offs)
Greek Mythology
The Disastrous Life of Saiki K (And + Reawakened)
Ouran High School Host Club (only the Anime)
LoliRock
Flowering Heart (only seem s1)
Musicals/Artists I like:
Melanie Martinez
Billie Ellish??
Penelope Scott
Heather's
Mean Girls
Beetlejuice
Hamilton
SIX
Jack Stauber
Alec Benjamin
Cavetown
36 Questions
35mm
Marina and the Diamonds
Other things I like:
Books
Black Cats/ Cats
Llamas and Alpacas
Art
Music
Writing
Note that things may change on this list as I grow as a person.
Alt Accounts
WHY ISNT THERE MORE OF THIS EBEHEHEJEJ-
After extensive research I've come to the devastating conclusion that there is no content for crosslust
I'm in a human mood so I utilised my own versions
A lot of you dont know this, but there is a part three to my affairs series, it's called "The Confrontations." I've added an Affairs tag to my stories with this, so you can find it easier!
the idea of Poof being jealous of Foop and Sammy being together, and also Goldie is there. based loosely on this frame:
:)
Yeah I mean, People should like you, for you, d not for what fandoms you're in. I hope the people who follow me will stick with me no matter what fandom I'm in.
Oof. Yeah I get it. You've grown out of the UT fandom. You know I hope people dont hate on you for it. I hope you're doing well, you're an amazing artist. And even though I'm not in a lot of fandoms you're in I'll be here to support you.
thanks man! I’ve actually been ‘out’ of it for a while (like maybe a year and a half or so), and the only thing I was really sticking around for was my own stuff… and it was kind of getting to an “I don’t want to give up this old attachment” thing, but now I feel more comfortable having other interests without feeling like I’m really giving anything up, and more just moving along.
this happens to a lot of people though, so I wouldn’t worry too much. changes just happen to all of us. all in all, I haven’t really been super active in the utmv fandom itself for at least a couple years, so it won’t be that much different from what it already was aside from the fact that I’m being more open with myself about how I actually feel about it.
I hope that people followed me for my content, and to see where I go with things, regardless of whether it’s related to Sans Undertale™ or not, so I appreciate all of you who stick with me.
she/he/they/fae/fey/xe autistic little guy (gender neutral) take everything older than a year ago with a grain of salt, I've most likely changed from then.
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