Oh My God I Feel The Exact Same Way I Would Absolutely Die If Anyone Knew IRL Found Out About What I

Oh my god I feel the exact same way I would absolutely die if anyone knew IRL found out about what I like and the stuff I've made. I love the fandoms to death but I hate the feeling of being judged.

Are you going to continue whit youre ask blog of dhmis? ;-;

I wasn't going to answer this, but I figured you guys deserve one.

I've tried to get back into DHMIS so many times. Although I love the original source material to death, it's the fan base I absolutely cannot stand.

I have met some great friends through that fandom, but I've also met people who really wrecked up any positive association I had left with the fandom.

That's not to say I'll delete the blog or whatever, but I might just stop. Maybe if I get another hyperfixation cycle I could do more in the future, but nothing long term. The blog really helped me get through the first two years of highschool, but it has since gone downhill.

I find the blog a little... embarrassing now?? Like. If some of my friends found out I run/ran a DHMIS ask blog I think I would legit pass away. I know cringe culture is dead or whatever, but it's still very deep within me. Cringe culture has left scars that may never heal.

I don't like thinking about it much anymore. I don't think it's in "trigger territory" just yet, but it still gives me not-so-good memories. Like I said, I'll still adore the original DHMIS series but I rather not participate in the fandom all that much anymore.

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4 years ago

@nightmarexcross and everyone who ships crossmare and Horrorlust-

Please dont disown me for shipping Crosslust-

4 years ago

No, see, now I imagine Edward as a secret theater nerd instead of Chris.

And I hope its true.

Edward: BRING IT ON, NERD FROM HELL!

Isaac: You could at least be more sophisticated…

Edward: Dost thou wish to engage in a duel, my good bitch?

Isaac: Even worse somehow.


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3 years ago

Hello! DeadFire here! Uh, I have ASD/Autism Spectrum Disorder/Autism. Please, like, be patient with me. I try really hard to be nice but I can come off as rude because I'm straightforward. I can have, like, dark humor. So, um, tell it to me straight if I'm pushing boundaries. Seriously. I won't know other wise.

I also come off as childish, but we all are honestly. I will talk about serious topics. If you get uncomfortable, just say "Green Eggs." I'll use it too. I have not figured out my triggers per se, but I have gotten a meltdown to whistle and sirens.

Feel free to check out some of my stuff, though it's cringe. I wrote and did stuff like that when I was like eleven, because I decided to publish my old stuff even though...  C R I N G E

Am I embarrassed about it? Absolutely. Do I regret it? No. I had fun doing it. It's a learning process.

A lot of things on my account are from like a long time ago, and there's a good chance that I no longer agree with things I may have said.

Here's a list of Fandoms I'm in:

FNAF 

BATIM

Aphmau (Ask for specifics)

MCYT (Mostly Dream SMP)

MCTT(Minecraft TikTok)

Undertale

Danganronpa (THH/The Animation, Goodbye Despair, UDG)

Ninjago 

Riverdale (at S2)

Heather's

Mean Girls

Grishaverse (Only read the S&B TRIO, SoC Duo, + TV show)

Dork Dairies 

MLP (Not as much anymore)

Miraculous Ladybug 

TMNT 2012/ROTTMNT/TMNT 2007/TMNT 90's movies/TMNT Bayverse. I know a lot of iterations...

DHMIS

Kindergarten

Gacha (ask for specifics)

Criminal Minds (seen all seasons but not spin offs)

Greek Mythology 

The Disastrous Life of Saiki K (And + Reawakened)

Ouran High School Host Club (only the Anime)

LoliRock

Flowering Heart (only seem s1)

Musicals/Artists I like:

Melanie Martinez 

Billie Ellish??

Penelope Scott 

Heather's

Mean Girls

Beetlejuice 

Hamilton

SIX 

Jack Stauber 

Alec Benjamin 

Cavetown

36 Questions

35mm

Marina and the Diamonds

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Other things I like:

Books

Black Cats/ Cats

Llamas and Alpacas 

Art

Music

Writing 

Note that things may change on this list as I grow as a person.

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4 years ago

I think it is obvious that i have a small obsession with Alpacas and Llamas

I Think It Is Obvious That I Have A Small Obsession With Alpacas And Llamas

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4 years ago

WHY ISNT THERE MORE OF THIS EBEHEHEJEJ-

After Extensive Research I've Come To The Devastating Conclusion That There Is No Content For Crosslust

After extensive research I've come to the devastating conclusion that there is no content for crosslust

I'm in a human mood so I utilised my own versions


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3 years ago
Congrats On Ten Million Subs, Big Man

congrats on ten million subs, big man


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4 years ago

A lot of you dont know this, but there is a part three to my affairs series, it's called "The Confrontations." I've added an Affairs tag to my stories with this, so you can find it easier!


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8 months ago
a drawing of Poof, Foop, Goldie Goldenglow and Sammy Sweetsparkle as teenagers, somewhere between fourteen to fifteen. Poof and Goldie are in the background, with Poof having a look of complete dismay and horror as he thinks to himself "I should blow myself up right now." as he watches Foop float off while holding hands with Sammy. Goldie floats next to Poof, a concerned expression as she is trying to get his attention, saying "Poof? Are ya alright, Poof? hello? Periwinkle?"

the idea of Poof being jealous of Foop and Sammy being together, and also Goldie is there. based loosely on this frame:

a screenshot from the episode "School of Crock" where Foop is fawning over Sammy wearing a dark purple leather jacket, while Poof stares at him in disbelief.
4 years ago

:)

Yeah I mean, People should like you, for you, d not for what fandoms you're in. I hope the people who follow me will stick with me no matter what fandom I'm in.

Oof. Yeah I get it. You've grown out of the UT fandom. You know I hope people dont hate on you for it. I hope you're doing well, you're an amazing artist. And even though I'm not in a lot of fandoms you're in I'll be here to support you.

thanks man! I’ve actually been ‘out’ of it for a while (like maybe a year and a half or so), and the only thing I was really sticking around for was my own stuff… and it was kind of getting to an “I don’t want to give up this old attachment” thing, but now I feel more comfortable having other interests without feeling like I’m really giving anything up, and more just moving along.

this happens to a lot of people though, so I wouldn’t worry too much. changes just happen to all of us. all in all, I haven’t really been super active in the utmv fandom itself for at least a couple years, so it won’t be that much different from what it already was aside from the fact that I’m being more open with myself about how I actually feel about it.

I hope that people followed me for my content, and to see where I go with things, regardless of whether it’s related to Sans Undertale™ or not, so I appreciate all of you who stick with me.

2 years ago

Sounds autistic to me man /hj /lh

I like your claws, Edge! Were you born with them?

I Like Your Claws, Edge! Were You Born With Them?
I Like Your Claws, Edge! Were You Born With Them?
I Like Your Claws, Edge! Were You Born With Them?

He takes things very literally


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