Im Looking Disrespectfully

helia we need to scissor NOW

its the only way to save me from a deadly disease

I NEED HER OH MY GOD

EUSGHAHAJAAHSJS

oh my

oh my god?

Been really enjoying hsr a lot so ended up rehashing one of my other ocs to be my hsr oc instead.

Her name's Kotori and she's a member of the astral express!!!

I thought the same but hopium doesnt take the pain in my heart away 💔💔

Anaxagoras? More like Angstgoras

ALSO! anaxa Lc description

drew this thinking they'll be having the banners at the same time but no 😔 — anyways i think they'd get along

castorice scribble

the things I want to say about him are not in the bible

but can we talk about his shadow? “Demised Scholar”? tf are they cooking with him

ANAXA IS HERE

He just gives away how to annoy the daylights out of him that easily... he's insufferable your honor.

I would gladly die in her arms if it meant feeling her warmth against me

and If I reincarnated, I would found her again to be her lover once more

Castorice wished to hold you. To hold your hand. To caress your cheek. To run her fingers through your hair. To place a delicate kiss against your lips.

She wants to so as lovers would.

And yet...she was sure to keep a good distance from you so you wouldn't feel anything life threatening effects.

"Something wrong?"

You were always so considerate, too. You were so kind and thoughtful. And you would never run from her either. You wanted to be in her presence and at the beginning that was enough.

"What have you done?"

The question wasn't uttered from your lips. How could they be as she held you in her arms.

"I've learned to love," Castorice whispered.

//rant?

“Because “she” is so scared of being perceived as a girl and feminine” yes, yes I am actually my dear sibling. I dont want to wear the clothes you are trying to force upon me, I dont want to be seen as something I am not. I dont want to hate what I see in the mirror more with make up and “girly” clothes. Fuck you actually. Stop trying to make me something Im not just bc you are probably transphobic (or whatever it is called for me). Im so tired of this that I dont want to do anything that has ties with “femininity”. I dont want to wear the pretty clothes I would wear otherwise bc I just know they are going to call me “Oh you are so pretty! You are finally acting like a proper young lady!” Fuck you, again. I oh so wish to try make up but again, same shit will be said; fuck you, for the second time. I did not had such strong feelings about this before, but these last years made me much more affected by it. I hate men but Im desperate for ways to make myself more masculine because otherwise I cant feel comfortable in my own skin. I try more pants, less and muted colors, I want to chance every shirt in my wardrobe for male clothes. I dont want to shave (yes Im saying it clearly and directly I dont care, I started to hate it because every time I do I hear the SAME shit AGAIN). Im actually so tired of not being able to be comfortable in my own skin. I wish for peace with myself but NOOO fuck you for the third time.

I prob said before but Im saying it again, if any of my moots see this, if you refer me with anything feminine, I will unfollow you and never interact with you ever again and Im very strict about it.

UWAAAHAHA

favorite color: muted blue and purple :3

last song: anarchy!!! by stomach book

currently reading: Picture of Dorian Gray

watching: nothing atm..

currently craving: TIRAMISU💔💔💔

coffee or tea?: Tea but only pumkin spice latte and iced coffee is acceptable (please buy me pumkin spice latte)

taglist mwah: @sweet-comatose @ladymothbeth @amberheavendremurr @cyber0angel99 @derocatem (no pressure!!!)

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favorite color ꕀ green and brown last song ꕀ tú by maye currently reading ꕀ the luminaries by susan dennard currently watching ꕀ the great british baking show currently craving ꕀ massaman curry. like always. and like. alcohol and a couple cigs HAHA. a break too :P coffee or tea ꕀ always tea! i don't like coffee

ty for the tag @saltcxrcle ! tagging: @lelapine @toadspondofwhimsy @outof-spite @h0neyst4rz @hhoneylemon @our-lady-of-venom