Ever Since Things Ended Between Us, My Brain Won’t Allow Me To Create Romantic Scenarios To Fall Asleep

Ever since things ended between us, my brain won’t allow me to create romantic scenarios to fall asleep to like i used to.

now whenever i think of one i just spiral into the vague feeling of “what if it was us doing it?”

i know I should have moved on by now, it’s been almost three months, but alas, my mind likes to torture me.

and all i can do is wait for that moment to pass. So I can be happy to be alone, again.

without the chest tightening “what if it was us?”

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