Nothing Matters Anyways :)

im sorryims rory ismroryrsoryrrosrysgdlfjshlim so sorry please im sorry pelase

every time i decide a day will be my last day it always goes really shittily and i end up being discovered and talked out of it like bro i just wanna die 😭

i need to like. die

dying would fix me

Gokurakugai by Yuto Sano – Chapter 19 ⦿ Let’s Make a Suicide Pact

i can kill myself tomorrow! :D

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade

the tumblr sexyman of shblr

I’m forcing people to be friends with me

Are any of you disgusted and sick of me yet?

I’m so horrible

Growing up Asian means domestic abuse was so normalized until whenever you hang with other Asians the question that pops up isn’t “Were you abused?” it’s “How did your parents abuse you?” Because we all already know the answer to the first one.