"It's Not An Addiction," I Say, Unpacking The 140791740741017975297435821st Blade

me being a stupid bitch again yayayayaya

it seems my unhealthy coping mechanisms are making it hard to feel connected to my peers

"guess this means they hate me", the thing has zero correlation to their opinion of me and has nothing to do with me

everything is self harm if you try hard enough

every time i decide a day will be my last day it always goes really shittily and i end up being discovered and talked out of it like bro i just wanna die 😭

god will punish me for my sins

theres gotta be something wrong with me bro

this is how i imagine all of us btw

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cvts ..... :(