sui culture is not fully knowing whether you want everyone or absolutely no one to care about your death.
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7 days then everything will be okay
i hope you DIE for your heinous crimes (my fp being nice to you a few times)
Sometimes I look at some cvtspo pics and feel like a loser because my scars are nothing compared to these people. Like I need to cut myself better, deeper, messier. I need to look exactly like that one picture I've seen.
on new years i relapsed and cut like hundreds of times all over my body and then the next day i woke up, overdosed on my meds, immediately left the house, got energy drinks, almost threw up, and then just wandered around while looping a trigger song and with a blade in my pocket so uh. yeah i would say i don't really like new years
thinking about when i told my friend id stay clean for 3 days becuz i knew he was super stressed out about me cutting only for me to cut after one day clean
How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying
Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points
Growing up Asian means domestic abuse was so normalized until whenever you hang with other Asians the question that pops up isn’t “Were you abused?” it’s “How did your parents abuse you?” Because we all already know the answer to the first one.
the tumblr sexyman of shblr
being on shedblr and being sad when ur moot is genuinely suicide posting is so dumb like what did i expect
Sh culture is properly taking care of it for once, and realizing how much less noticeable the scar is, and then not wanting to take care of them properly bc of that
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