I Should Get Worse Again

im sorryims rory ismroryrsoryrrosrysgdlfjshlim so sorry please im sorry pelase

"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade

self isolation period over. im back bitches :3

@tortured-alcoholic @yippie-stitches @oldmandeppression @ch3m1c4l-0r1c-0v3rr34ct10n @dec4yingdogteeth @patiori uhh i forget sorry

expect your regularly scheduled mental illness posting :D

I know my life will end in suicide. I'm sure of it.

i only trust paraphiles, whores, addicts, and the socially outcasted

tryna post this again because its not showing up on the tags ):

1 year sh progression, tw sh. if you say some shit like "i cant wait to get worse!!" ill fucking kill you

april 24th 2024 (left) vs may 6th 2025 (right). i can find that exact scar on my skin and its really weird, idk why. wish that still felt deep, nothing feels deep enough

uhhh apparently i show npd symptoms... so this is whats been ruining my life

Sometimes I look at some cvtspo pics and feel like a loser because my scars are nothing compared to these people. Like I need to cut myself better, deeper, messier. I need to look exactly like that one picture I've seen.

i really am a bad bad person