Crayonboy - Someone

It's for me 💋

Honestly, I love feeling confidently sexual. I want people to see me, hear the clack of my heeled boots, and think "damn, that's a slut". I want sugar free lollies to turn men on as I obliviously suck them. I want that attention. To get dress coded. To look fun. I want to feel powerful.

Not have these jiggly thighs and flabby tummy. I don't want my thigh high stockings to spill over like muffins. Leg flab to buldge from my fishnets. I want my collarbones to peak over my shoulder cut tops, and chokers to accentuate my jugular. I want to have long fingers perfect to touch you with, and cheekbones that stick out whenever you put anything in my mouth. I want my skin to finally be smooth, and clear. Shoulders too bony to support my lingerie straps letting them entice you as you imagine stripping me down. I want to be confident in the treasures you'll find underneath. My eyes to look big. My hipbones to be an arrow pointing to where I want you.

I want it all. I want it, I want it so bad. Perhaps I'm a sadomasochist torturing myself. Edging myself to that body, and then, then... then... ruining it. I scream and cry begging master to let me have it, but the mirror has no reply.

You want it bitch? Work for it.

“Jeff Wysaski, an artist based in Los Angeles, printed out some fake Halloween costumes and hung them up around a real costume store.”

Chicas

hero: IS THAT THE BEST YOU CAN DO???

villain: *choking back tears* uh, yeah, i'm actually trying really hard here man

hero: *now looking uncomfortable* oh

My ED and I looking in the mirror at my body for the last time before bed:

Info post about trendercore

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Reblog If..

- all you think about is calories - eating makes you feel worthless - you fear gaining with all your heart - you can’t stand looking in the mirror - you generally hate your body - you think you’re fat - you think you’re ugly - you think you’re worthless - you’re scared of going back to school - you constantly think about your weight - you’re generally ashamed of your body

me, eating a maximum 500-700 calories a day, when the superskinny on supersize vs super skinny apparently eating 1100 calories a day and the voiceover woman says that’s less calories than a toddler needs:

“but there’s no reason for this character to be gay” do u think irl gay people are gay to advance a plot dude