I felt that
Looking for thinspo I kept thinking “ughh I love her she’s so pretty but not thin enough to post” and that says a lot. You’re beautiful. Stay safe babes💖
Tryna prove a point to my mom
- stay under 800 cal a day, preferably under 500
- 2L water a day, no exceptions
- cheat day once every two weeks, under 3000 cal
- intermittent fasting as often as possible
- never ever ever finish a whole plate, always leave something
- stretch every day
- get up the moment your alarm goes off
- practice self care, face + hair mask once a week
I’m geting back on track, and honestly I’m so excited! these are my rules for the following month<3
☄️ Am I going to be happy with myself if I eat this?
☄️ Am I really hungry? Or am I bored?
☄️ Did I plan on eating this food today?
☄️ Will this food nourish my body in a healthy way?
☄️ Will eating this food break my rules?
☄️ Will I have another opportunity to eat the same food another day?
🌟I make sure I ask myself these questions everytime before I eat and if I get one wrong answer I decide not to eat it. This has helped me stop binge eating because it makes me aware of what I’m actually doing. 🌟
Stay safe lovely’s 🤍
nature series 12/∞
L👀K AT THIS BABY !! ISNT SHE CUTE ?! SHES FUDGY AF TOO !!!
45 CAL MUG CAKE
This one’s chocolate & cinnamon flavour y’all.
This is a recipe I adapted from another recipe bc it was shit soo, here goes:
1 tablespoon flour (28cal)
1/2 teaspoon baking powder (0cal)
1 teaspoon cacao powder (approx. 15cal, I used that raw Mayan superfood stuff but I’m sure any unsweetened cocoa powder would work)
1 teaspoon cinnamon (0cal, this wasn’t in the OG recipe but cinnamon has a laxative effect on me so bonus points for gettin muh bowels moooovin)
2 tablespoons zero cal sweetener (0cal)
1 tablespoon water (0cal, this was milk in the original recipe but milk is a ~fear food~ of mine so idfw milk)
Mix all the dry ingredients together (flour, baking powder, cacao powder, cinnamon, & sweetenerrr) and get rid of the floor/baking powder lumps cos they taste gross if they’re left in. It makes sort of a brown powder lookin thing.
Add the water and mix well until it’s smooooooooth af bby.
Microwave for 50 seconds.
Let it cool (it’s really fuckin hot) and enjoy! This is the most important step bitches.
This shit’s b o m b when you’re craving cake cos it’s just about the same texture and has a similar taste. You can of course add some vanilla extract if you wanna be ~fancy~, but I didn’t have any and I’m too lazy to go to the store lmao.
☆ ED hygiene and general health ☆ Hola! Here’s a lil’ post on ED hygiene and health post because if you can’t recover you can at least be hygienically healthy and not become extremely unhealthily ill with other reasons to be hospitalized! ♡ bbys with anorexia! ♡ believe it or not, we have hygiene issues but obviously awful health issues too, here’s how we can prevent them and b healthy skinni queeeeeenz! ♡ dehydration ♡ people with anorexia can become dehydrated really bad because food contains water and some times people become to afraid to even drink water due to the illusion of “water makes you fat” or “water has calories” which, by the way, if you believe this you’re in a severe stage of anorexia and you need to recover or you will die! but anyways, drink a lot of water! i suggest 6 to 10 bottles with 16.9 ounces of water a day, this can also help with weight loss and honestly water tastes great, you can also eat ice (tastes even better!!!!!) to get your hydration up also you can drink sodas like coke 0, diet coke, and ICE (it’s a drink with 0 calories, btw they were forced to put 5 on the bottle and it’s actually 0) and they all taste amazing! ♡ headaches ♡ if you restrict to extreme numbers, such as 500 and under, you have most likely experiences a HELL RAISING headache. it really, really sucks and it’s because you have super high dopamine levels and super low sodium, to raise these levels i suggest eating an avocado (unless they have too many calories or you hate them) and a little salt like a finger tip or something or mineral water, which btw has 0 calories! ♡ dizziness ♡ E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E and i’m literally not kidding, EVERYONE who starves themselves are going to get dizzy. Let me tell you, it’s every single time i get up -_- so here’s how to stop being super dizzy! * drink hella water * try to reduce your stress by doing something calming wether it’s yoga, watching your favorite tv show, listening to relaxing music or drawing, relax. * get a bunch of sleep, sleep burns a lot of calories by the way! * drink caffeine, it raises your blood pressure! ♡ fatigue ♡ yes, people with anorexia feel super lazy and sluggy too, which can suck if you’re a compulsive exerciser. well to let you know, exercise has helped me stop being so fatigued! i like to do chloe ting workouts and other workouts with amazing instructors who make it fun and talk to you during the workout! try doing workout challenges like abs, legs or full body because this can help you lose weight and also feel amazing! ♡ osteoporosis ♡ “i HaVe OsTeOpOroSis” ok but like really, this is horrible, i was born with fast bone maturing (idk what its called lol but i have it???) which made my bones like those of a 18 year old in a 13 year olds body, but anyways osteoporosis is awful, here are some things you can do to prevent it; * drink milk (non-fat: 83 calories per cup) * eat fruits and vegetables like spinach, oranges, peppers, pineapple and others, i would look for ideas on nof.org * try to get calcium and vitamin D, foods like almonds, yogurt, salmon, and eggs are safe like a lot of foods with these! * try to stop smoking and drinking although i know this is how a lot of us get calories * get a lot of sleep ♡ lanugo ♡ i’m not sure if you’ve heard of this but lanugo is when you get so cold your body decides to grow access hair, there is literally no way to prevent this if you have an ED so just be ready, but a lot of people want to shave it but DONT!!!! if you shave it you’ll be cold, if you want to, hide it. ♡ preventing thin nails and hair ♡ we all know that so so soooooo many people with anorexia have hair loss or brittle nails and i would prefer to keep my hair and nails thanks, here’s how i do it; * take biotin and hair vitamins * do a deep condition every once in a while * stay hydrated (this is literally a thing for all of them!) * eggs, almonds and avocados are good for these!
One day, Loukaitis told a classmate: “Some people don’t deserve to live; some people should just die or be killed.” When the girl later argued with him over answers on a worksheet, Loukaitis exploded in anger, telling her, “Do you think you deserve to live?” It was a question he had begun to ask many students before the shootings.
Why would I spend money on food when I could spend it on ✨𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓮✨