Some Of Y'all Writers Are Weird Af 💀

How come you always say you’re going to do Drabble requests and never do them? I’ve sent in so many and none of them have ever been filled :/

i don’t know man, maybe it’s because i have a life? because outside of fandom i have a partner and a job and other hobbies that aren’t just writing things for free for people who are clearly ungrateful. or because i’m tired and don’t have the mental capacity or i simply changed my mind?

either way, i know the answer to this question probably doesn’t matter to you. all you want is to complain to the source of your issue, which normally i’d simply ignore and delete but today i am so fucking over being treated like a machine.

i am a person. not a content pusher. and if you think for one second this kind of behaviour is going to get you what you want genuinely fuck right off.

Thinking about self hatred and how it's such a plague in Blue Lock. Thinking about how Rin can't look in the mirror because of how much he reminds himself of Sae, but how he tells Isagi to look at him. How even characters who think of themselves as filth get angry, how Kenyu has bursts of it, how Kaiser chokes himself. How deep down every single character in Blue Lock is begging to be loved and understood. The light in their eyes when someone believes in them and the deep pit of depression they fall into when no one does.

How Reo and Ness are hated by parts of the fandom probably BECAUSE their self hatred is so viceral and so obvious you can fucking feel it. Yet characters like Barou and Kunigami are seen as edgy because they hide their self hatred behind an equally destructive facade, a mask of controlled apathy for those around them. The way the coaches have to cradle the fragile, fragile souls of these boys while still pushing them to be better. Begging them to believe they are capable and picking them up after they pass out, stopping them from falling into the same imposter syndrome they've witnessed again and again (that even they are not immune to).

Thinking about how even Ego Jinpachi doesn't take care of himself.

:(

If I can't have someone looking at me like they wanted to devour my very soul then I don't want it.

One day yall will get new art til then here's an oldie but a goodie from 2021 an art challenge by someone on Instagram

a young wocky kitaki was most definitely a fan of the nickel samurai and I would like to think that Matt has given him an autographed poster signed "to my biggest fan". they are so Big Brother Little Brother im ignoring canon I don't care

Not a commission just an aaaask can u draw Matt engarde >_<

HIII thank u for asking !! here he is !!!! i want to throw him in a meat grinder

When the main manga doesn't have our backs Kunigiri stans, we can count on Episode Nagi 🔥