confusednconfusing
(she/her) Generic loves writing but does an engineering degree gal.
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overwhelmed with gratitude for existence. it is an unfathomable gift with nothing expected in return, and yet THIS VERY FACT that i am not required to give back makes me WANT to give back so much more
GOING TO THE DOCTOR
Expectations: I’m Sorry You Have Going To Die Disease You Are. Going To Die
Reality: The Doctor Says I Don’t Know
"I'm not disabled I have a system!" 24 hours of unexpected system collapse later, i am a quivering jelly of frothing misery puddling sadly on the floor
did you know that you shouldn’t yell at your kids if they did something wrong accidentally/ because of things outside their control? Revolutionary
AMEN sister
Systems engineering is NOT for the weak 😭😭😭
adhd will get you thinking "i should make this doctors appointment" every day for 7 months and counting
fresh out of a research sidequest time to continue my dissertation
Computer Science major here, it's not working because the computer doesn't respect you. download viruses on it to remind it who's boss.
follow for more tits
it’s so frustrating that every little action or thing I say could irrevocably alter my relationship with someone.
As someone that doesn’t really react or converse in a ‘conventional’ way, I’m probably often fucking up relationships in ways I’m not even aware of.
I can’t believe I thought at the start of this degree that engineering was going to be knowing a bunch of formulas and putting numbers into them for the answers. not anymore buckaroo
u make the formulas from physics derivations, and put that into a computer that does all the mathematical modelling for you
never seeing a number again
fuuuuck that is my circus. are those…? yep… those are my monkeys….. goddammit.
Someone at an old job asked why I wanted to write up the meeting minutes for our team and I said 'i wanna control the narrative' and they were like 'what' and I pointed out that no one was gonna remember what we said in six months and so my interpretation of the meeting would dictate the assumed reality of what happened
"none of you ever send corrections when I offer the draft so y'all have consented to my version"
"we don't read that shit"
"you must trust me implicitly to create our shared reality that's so sweet"
That's how several coworkers decided I was a supervillain and how I learned several coworkers didn't understand record keeping as like a CONCEPT
the one purpose of a book is to make information easily available, a task which this university-appointed engineering data book fails miserably at accomplishing
when you meet someone that’s more of a disaster than you
what the hell we gon do now
the someone being my engineering module fluid mech level 3
Achievement unlocked: become someone’s arch nemesis
Mark the date as October 2024
Fluid Mechanics level 3 is going as well as expected 😭
fuck you *turns your coordinates polar*
the most fun a girl can have is finding parallels, noticing patterns, making connections, contemplating