One of the hardest parts of being chronically ill and disabled is not the constant pain and fatigue for me, it is the choosing. Making the heart wreching decisions over and over in choosing between things that you love to do. Having no choice but to prioritise even when those priorities are all equally important. I can't practise photography this week because there are people who depend on me and I have to get to these appointments. I have to be cautious that I don't burn all my energy at the end of the week and that means giving up on things I enjoy. I want to do it all, I don't want to constantly having to say no to people and activities, but my body is physically not able to do it all. And that still shatters my heart every single day.
glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts
opening up tumblr and seeing supernatural trending is like looking out a window and seeing a cloud of smoke rising out of a major city
happy Thursday the 20th
"Midnight" is one of my favourite episodes!!
A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on may 1st
white girl save me
Mulder on his solo eps: I FUCK BITCHES and KILL MONSTERS no one understands my near psychic detective skills (guessing). Sorry woman whose already in love with me, the role of most important person in my life is already filled by Dana Scully. Hold on she's calling me right now to complain, it's so funny when she's annoyed.
Scully on her solo eps: hmm unfathomable horrors, could we make this catholic somehow? Good. Yeah I'll go ahead and incorporate that into my belief system. Hold on woman and/or older man that I'm pseudo flirting/ definitely sleeping with, I need to answer a call from this looser whose obsessed with me.
Mulder on phone: 😍hi Scully😍 whatcha dooooin'👉👈
I cannot BELIEVE you guys actually signing up to netflix just because account sharing was banned. You need to learn about cool websites with many beautiful women who would love you message you and send you downloadable files.
Note to a starting medical: when your patients finally decide that they're done running around saving every single creature they see - give em a double shot of sedatives and get yourself a good 15 minutes break
"There is a whole galaxy out there. Full of people who will reach for you. You have to let them. Find that person who seems farthest from you, and reach for them. Reach for them. Let them guide you."
Hi! Y’all can call me Jules and I’m 18, I’m a little freak and will not be normal about anything ever, I also WILL BITE YOU (lovingly). I use she/her pronouns.
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