Maybe Ill Be Perfect After Eating Cold Bones?

So my family tries to take advantage of my disordered eating habits?

Like i refuse to eat ice cream and they are happy that there is more for them

I dont buy my lunch at university and they only focus on the fact that they safe 2.6euros every day that i dont eat there

Whenever they dont feel like going to the basement or to a store, they tell me to go "so that i get my steps"

Once I'm skinny, they will regret treating me like this 🥲

Fake it. Tell yourself you’re already that cute tiny dainty girl. You giggle and dance and move around constantly. Of course you don’t want any sugary food, it’ll make your tiny stomach ache. Skip breakfast and lunch and by nighttime you’ll slide into tiny velvet dresses that will still bunch up around your cinched waist. Eventually, you’ll start to see this version of yourself in the mirror too.

PLEASE PLEASE I NEED YOUR HELP

at school, i abaolutely loved math and physics. I studied a lot at school and got straight As in every subject. But i am at university now and my Grades are so bad. I study math and physics and i really thought that i would be goot at university. I did my work throughout the Semester, and i prepared myself for the exams. I got the results today and i almost failed my exams. Now i am feeling like the biggest dumb ass on earth

So is anyone out here who could give me some tips on how to successfully study for scientific subjects at university?

Any help is appreciated

Well we all know that no matter what i do, ill binge on the cake when Im alone

So my father just forbid me to eat cake on Easter Sunday because it has too many calories

FIRST, I know the calories, he knows nothing about them

SECOND I am at a normal/healthy weight, he is oberweight

THIRD, I can make myself purge, ge doesnt

FOURTH, I will go for a long run in the evening

FIFTH I wont eat breakfast on Sunday

But well, i guess ill just watch everyone eat cake because now there is a 0% chance that i will eat cake in Front of my father

Lmao i wish i was dead

So today, my schedule was full of online classes and stuff

I had a 10min break at 10:15am where i ate some fruit and 4 Rice crackers

At 11:30, i had half a banana and fat-free yoghurt

At 12:30, i had 3 Rice crackers and fruit

Then, i had a long online class

So i came down in the afternoon and said that i was hungry. At that time, my mother had eaten 1000 calories AT LEAST whereas i had 600calories max

And my mum yelled at me for being hungry all the time and told me that i should eat less and exercise more

She is right ofc but it still hurt💔

zaczynam od jutra tą dietę:—)))

I’ve never been the first choice

I’ve never been one of the popular girls

I’ve never been invited to all the parties

I’ve never been a ‘goal’ anything

I’ve never been liked

But

trust me

Once I reach my goal, you’ll all see

How beautiful I’ve become

How much of a ‘goal’ I am

How everyone will like me

How I will be the first choice

How much I’ve changed

But

that won’t happen as long as

I choose the sweets over my stomach

I grab the cake without thinking about my thighs

I eat the junk food not giving any thought visible collarbones or dainty fingers

I continue stuffing myself not thinking about my body

I eat like this

But

If I stopped now

If I restricted

If I controlled my own urges

If I lose weight

I will get there

Trust me.

I wanna be scary thin but I can’t even get normal thin.

Quick lesson y’all

So I have done around 175 situps every night for the last while as a nervous thing (yk gotta burn any possible calories) but the thing with situps is that they are so bad for your lower back. I haven’t been able to do my sit-ups or sit comfortably or even sleep comfortably because when I do a sit-up it puts so much pressure on my lower back that now something is going wrong and it is hurting me. So please learn from me if you can and do planks or Russian twists or something other than sit-ups or crunches because they are likely to do more harm than good.

Stay safe babes