Big Bitch Then

Try not to die from too much vitamin C

I've eaten 3 oranges today and I can't get enough

They're so juicy and they taste like candy and they smell so good and I just can't stop eating oranges

Like someone please help I've eaten more than one every day for like a week now and there's no sign of stopping

I just finish a book called The Ogress and the Orphans by Kelly Barnhill and it was very very good much enjoy

10/10 would recommend

Definitely sad it’s over though

I guess when you’ve been learning not to feel as anxious when talking to people and then get the anxiety “fixed” you become more outgoing than the average person since you’ve already been pushing through anxiety so the lower level is a piece of cake

So I started anxiety medicine like 3 months ago

The things I've learned are:

- I am a YAPPER. I love talking.

- I love making friends. I have gone from being afraid to open my mouth to literally walking up to people and complimenting them

- Social anxiety fucking sucks dude

- Feeling like your heart is dropping constantly ISN'T normal

I match my book :)

I’d say do the cables because it might be a little warm to wear it soon especially with marching season

Sweater progress! She's cooking up nicely, I'm still debating sleeve cables because I'm halfway speedrunning this. I want it done because dino vest but also fun cables. What do I doooo

We had fun so that’s basically winning

Our first football game was an away game and the stand were far too small for us and I realized that the reason was that the school was expecting a marching band that was a similar size to them which looked like 30-40 people.

We have over 70 people.

There was a solo for alto sax in our marching band piece and none of the saxes had looked at it before camp (I had but it was for someone playing alto on the field and I’m on clarinet), but when we played through the beginning of the part where the solo would be I naturally played it because why not no one else was going to that time. Then our band director realized I had looked at it and decided to make it available for audition to any instrument.

One of the other clarinets and one of the altos tried out too (the other clarinet worked on it over the summer as well). I don’t know who’ll have the solo yet but I’m just glad I’m the reason it was even an audition.

Yipeeee!!!!!!!!!! It looks great

Sweater is done!! It fits very well I am very proud lol. It's probably my most store-bought looking sweater.

Time to get started on my next project.... I think it's an addiction.

so this morning i was playing with the slow-mo mode on my phone, hoping to get a majestic vid of a bumblebee taking off

but instead i found this dumbfuck

I know this is going to make me sound pretensions but I have to get it off my chest. I feel an unimaginable rage when someone posts a photo and is like "this picture looks like a renaissance painting lol" when the photo clearly has the lighting, colors and composition of a baroque or romantic painting. There are differences in these styles and those differences are important and labeling every "classical" looking painting as renaissance is annoying and upsetting to me. And anytime I come across one of those posts I have to put down my phone and go take a walk because they make me so mad