cant tell if i want more scars or for them all to go away
day twenty one
im typically XS or S but i dont look like an XS or S bc my arms and face are really chubby
the only thing thats always on my mind is my weight
#
me bc i dont eat the whole day but binge the whole night
This shit is such a scam
The number goes down by a lot, body looks same
The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF
like damn pick a side
i am not surviving christmas season tell me why i had 900 cal0ries today. fasting when all my family leave but thats not till after new years
‘it’s about control!’ ‘it’s about self esteem!’ ’it’s about-!’ yes, but, unfortunately i am vain! i want to be skinny because i want people to be worried; i want people to look at me and be jealous; i want to be perceived as the skinniest girl in the room. i want to be pretty and thin and disgustingly smart.
stats today 💕
breakfast
--
lunch
--
dinner
3 hashbrowns
snacks
half a protein bar
calories eaten
722
calories burned
196
722-196=526
day twenty
im currently doing the hello kitty diet, but i dont think i have a favorite yet
I would post a b0dy ch3ck but my ass don’t feel like being used as fatsp0 😭🙏