‘it’s About Control!’ ‘it’s About Self Esteem!’ ’it’s About-!’ Yes, But, Unfortunately

‘it’s about control!’ ‘it’s about self esteem!’ ’it’s about-!’ yes, but, unfortunately i am vain! i want to be skinny because i want people to be worried; i want people to look at me and be jealous; i want to be perceived as the skinniest girl in the room. i want to be pretty and thin and disgustingly smart.

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cherry-vanilla-tea

4 months ago

may have outed myself as a rexie today when i said alot of calories was 1000-2000 a day and everyone was like the fuck at your size (im short asf) you should be having atleast 1600 😓 its fine they're concerned but cant do shit

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cherry-vanilla-tea

4 months ago

if i don't get skinny then everything ive done will be for nothing. all the time ive spent obsessing over food, counting calories, exercising, purging; none of it will matter if i don't become skinny.

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cherry-vanilla-tea

3 months ago

"fuck you my child is completely fine" your child's immediate response to feeling rejected is to sexualize themself

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cherry-vanilla-tea

4 months ago

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cherry-vanilla-tea

5 months ago

some alternative thinsp0 for yall 🖤

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cherry-vanilla-tea

4 months ago

day twenty two

ive been incredibly sad recently so i forgot about this. anyway, my lowest weight was probably about 47kg, but then i became $uic1dal and i was convinced i wouldnt live the year out so i binged loads bc i was depressed lmao

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cherry-vanilla-tea

4 months ago

its not like i hate food but i hate how it makes me feel insane, wdym im tweaking out bc a friend proposed a hang out and i cant 100% without a fail predict what we gonna end up eating bc she proposed 3 diffrent locations

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cherry-vanilla-tea

4 months ago

havent eaten since breakfast yesterday does this count as a fast

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cherry-vanilla-tea

5 months ago

day 7

my parents dont know im actively trying to lose weight, but they have noticed ive lost weight recently and my mum says i look slimmer which im taking as a win

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cherry-vanilla-tea

4 months ago

day twenty nine

my definition of beauty is like a mix of asian standards and western ones, id love to be skinny and pale, with longer lashes and bigger eyes, but i quite like being shorter than average. i want longer fingers and a big thigh gap too

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