Having A Breakdown Why Is My Face So Fat And Round I Hate It

is it weird i want people to be concerned about me

currently feel like i want to thr0w up, just binged alot at lunch and i regret it but i have severe emetophobia so id rather not

day twenty four

it js turned midnight where i live so im doing this before i forget; i dont have much of an opinion on them? i dont rlly think its good to promote 3ds, but its a good way to filter content? idk much on the terms i use the tag sometimes for more outreach

im going to d1e christmas eve and christmas involve so much food and my sister cooks so much. i feel gross already

don’t ignore me. i’ll die

day seventeen

aaa ive been so busy the last few days i forgot to do this 💔 but im not 100% sure as i dont want to self diagnose. however i definitely have some issues to do with food

having to scrape myself out of bed cuz i have no mf energy im so fucking tired

day twenty three gang!

yes definitely, ive always wanted to be thin, and in asia (where im from) the beauty standard is to be skinny and pale, and im neither unfortunately. tbf i live in a western country now, so ive started liking my skin more

im over my calorie intake AGAIN today, atp im never going to be skinny. i want to be unrecognizable by the time school starts again so people will comment on my weight. on the bright side, i feel so full with less food, so hopefully my stomach has shrunk

day twenty nine

my definition of beauty is like a mix of asian standards and western ones, id love to be skinny and pale, with longer lashes and bigger eyes, but i quite like being shorter than average. i want longer fingers and a big thigh gap too