day one
when i started trying to lose weight, i was 57.8kg and currently i am 52.4kg. i binged a lot, but im not hungry much anymore. my goal weight is 45-40kg
what? an eating disorder?! i say as i retreat slowly, dropping my protein bars and laxatives 😊
oh to have long, thin fingers
i cannot finish anything on a weird minute, i have to stop doing things on a good number (ex: 12, 12:30)
day eighteen
hashbrowns and any type of fried food basically.
day ten
pastries and homemade food. i loved eating danishes and croissants, but now all i see is calories and homemade food doesnt have nutritional labels or serving portions, so its too risky
me and my scars have a love hate relationship
“i will only do baby cvts so they will fade eventually”
also me when my scars actually start to fade:
me when i'm not eating: i don't want to do this
me when i'm eating: i don't want to do this
me when i'm eating like a normal person: i don't want to do this
stats today 💕
breakfast
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lunch
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dinner
3 hashbrowns
snacks
half a protein bar
calories eaten
722
calories burned
196
722-196=526