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Life is mean. It builds your hopes up and then lets them crash and burn in the most brutal way. But pick yourself up, soldier. You are stronger than the harshest disappointment and more resilient than your grief.

3-8/12/18 - 84-89/100 days of productivity

Omg life is so hectic right now - sorry for no posts for ages! So I have had my Cambridge interviews (I think they went... ok?) and am now revising for mocks beginning on Monday morning with German!

I’m at my friend’s house doing some Quizlets of new vocab :)

Ahhh Le petit prince is the cutest book ever! It’s the most philosophical thing I’ve ever read and it’s for children 😂 love it 💕

Sunday, 9 September 2018🍂

How do you guys define productivity? (I actually wanted to write something deep).

(10/100)

I’m back home now and life has gone back to normal unfortunately. However, I am determined to make the most of the three weeks I have left of my holiday

To all exam-takers

Gentle reminder that however much of a shitstorm your exams are, they do not tell you shit about yourself really. All they do is tell you how good you were at conforming to a mark scheme on that particular day. 0% doesn’t mean someone is stupid and 100% doesn’t necessarily mean someone is smart.

Of course try your best and revise and do what you can to maximise your success. But if it doesn’t go your way, know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and as long as you end up doing what you want to do, nobody gives a fuck if you don’t get straight A’s or whatever ❤️

Self-care is not always pretty.

Self care is not all about masks, drinking chamomile tea and taking bubble baths.

It is also about doing the things you need to do. Like getting groceries, not buying that tub of cookie dough because you know you’d feel sick later. Cleaning your desk filled with tissues and vacuuming your room filled with crumbs and dirt. Providing yourself with a clean environment to pick your motivation and drive up again. Doing that assignment earlier on because you’d thank yourself later for not having to procrastinate till the last minute and stay up with cans of red bull. Eating healthily because caring for your body is important when you’re not indulging yourself in junk food. Maintaining conversations and relationships with friends and family even when you don’t feel like it, to not regret mistakes and spontaneously cut people off.

These are all acts of self care, not pretty, but necessary for you to continue to push forward.

no matter how good things seemed to be going, you will feel sad or even numb again. it doesn’t cancel out the good things. the good things and good days will always be real, and there are more days like that to come.

It’s a lovely feeling when it all comes together in your favour. There is light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how long or dark that tunnel is 💛

I told myself that I could do it, and I did. When I got my first exam back, I was happy until others put me down. Our class has gotten our results back from exam three, and I did exceptionally well. I was one of the highest grades in the classroom. Some classmates ask to see your score in hopes of making them feel better about themselves, and some genuiley care. I am not sure how to explain it, but when people ask about your mark, you can tell if they are genuine or not. The usual people who like to ask about my grade wanted to know what I got and when I told them they simply said, “oh.” I felt that they were expecting me to fail because I know that feeling too well. Studying in the library, mostly every day until 11:00 pm, really paid off. I just want to remind myself that I can do it, and I am proud of you.

My motivation is also saying 📈📉📈📉 at this point!

28|07|2020

Day 16 of My Summer Studying Challenge

✨ 28th July ✨ How do you stay motivated to study during the summer?

my motivation is quite up and down at the moment actually but i’ve just been trying to break down the tasks as much as possible and set achievable goals. but as well as this i’ve been trying to take time to relax. there’s also been some tasks that just generally i’ve wanted to do more so i’ve been way more motivated to do those than ones that just seem a bit boring 

22/04/2021 Uni’s back!

Guitar cases make great makeshift desks when you don’t have an actual desk lol

ft physical chemistry notes on dispersions and interfaces