REASONS TO KEEP GOING:
so when it’s the first of january, you no longer have to make “lose weight” a new years resolution
because you have been craving your dream body for way longer than that high calorie, greasy food you’re craving right now
because as much as people try to deny is your worth is tied to that number on the scale.
because of how many summers have already gone by and you’re still saying “next summer”
because thin is beautiful. thin is classy and elegant. thin is chic and feminine.
so that you look good even if your fashion sense lowkey sucks. why? because skinny is the outfit.
because that 11 year old little girl deserves the skinny future she dreamed of.
because you owe it to yourself to go through life in a beautiful, fit body
because if you’re actually honest with yourself, fat doesnt fit your aesthetic does it?
because you dont deserve to complain about having to start over when its you who keeps giving up.
because you actually have potential and you’re just wasting it all by allowing yourself to be fat
. ݁₊ ⊹ . my motivation :
- the th-gh gap
- the flat tummy and visible r-bs
- more attention
- "how'd you do it?"
- "you look sick..."
- being smaller than everybody i hate
- so people care more about me
- so the smallest size won't fit
- won't have to worry about if a size is too small
- i'll look good no matter my outfit
- can have a bad mood without being seen as 'b¡tchy'
- won't feel so bad on lazy days
- won't feel like a w@nn4r3x¡c and actually feel valid
- to be 'iconic' th-nsp0
- family member / friend reactions
okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?
i’ve heard that this is only a thing with ed’s. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.
I honestly hate food so much, If I didn't need it to survive I just wouldn't eat.
Yet at the same time I have an obsession with it and it's all I think about .