Blue Would Do This To Ronan

“the common loon” common to YOU maybe.. beloved by ME

do you guys know about the internet roadtrip? right now somewhere between 500 and 900 people are collectively 'driving' a car on google street view trying to make it to canada. it's fun i recommend it

this is like the only time its appropriate to call eyes orbs. those thangs are quite honestly ponderable

what’s it called when you’re so disconnected from reality that cold water doesn’t feel like anything and you can barely taste food anymore

When they said waking up early and eating fine and going to bed at a normal time is literally not a lie

I’m not living but I feel GOOD and like I’m actually a human and not a little gnome. Why did they have to be right

why am I having my homemade iced chai right now at 12:25 pm and already accomplished multiple things this morning. Literally what is life actually.

Dropped my mom off and went to school and I’m home now I don’t get it all I wished for was to be an adult and here I am doing just that and it isn’t what I expected.

I’m having to urge to write a book what do I do

even a forehead kiss would have a maladjusted freak like me bricked the fuck up. to be honest

Babysitting is so weird bc why are u telling me im your favorite person/babysitter ever. I am just a. Person. They don’t understand that yet, whatever that may be called. I have watched you grow up and I’m your everything but you are just a huge part of my heart now. Wth

I don’t come on this app often to say how I feel, I leave that for other apps. But I need to get these thoughts out as soon as I think them.

I think a lot people at this time must not feel real and I need to know if I’m alone in this. Since the news of the election, I have never not felt so real as I do in this moment. It doesn’t feel good but it feels so real. So disgustingly dehumanizing. I’m forced to confront the future in ways I didn’t honestly expect.

First I fear for my sister who has had to live thru 3 times in a row my parents voted for him and she’s barely a teen now. How will life go for her?

I grieve too. As a lesbian who is of age to vote, I had that privilege, and I voted for my rights to be obtained as well as many in the country. Now I am forced to confront not only that, but I have to grieve for the fact my parents will not be in my life in the future. While I live in their home. With them, people who may be affected by the hell he will reap, I must sit here and obey. I fear they are too far gone to understand. I would be too scared to fight with them anyhow.

There’s too much. So much information, so little I could do to escape, too. I am fearful of the little kids in my life. So painfully I sit with my little cousins and hope that the future is good to them. So good to them in fact that history won’t have to repeat as it does now while they are conscious of the things around them.

I hope this turns around. And if not I hope it is the fastest 4 years of my life. If it even stays at that.