Childhood Friends To Lovers Trope And One Of Them Has Always Been In Love>>>>>>

sylvia plath feeding blueberries to a deer (1959)

não, de verdade. vai se fuder

[sexting] no live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality; even larks and katydids are supposed, by some, to dream. Hill House, not sane, stood by itself against its hills, holding darkness within; it had stood for eighty years and might stand for eighty more. within, walls continued upright, bricks met neatly, floors were firm, and doors were sensibly shut; silence lay steadily against the wood and stone of Hill House, and whatever walked there, walked alone.

wanting to feel wanted is another recurring theme I’ve noticed on this album. she wants her lover to want her back and prioritize her (imgonnagetyouback, the alchemy, the albatross, so high school). she wants her exes to wonder about her (the black dog, chloe or sam or sophia or marcus, peter). as soon as she feels wanted again, she makes drastic decisions, whether it be leaving her current relationship or rekindling it (guilty as sin vs imgonnagetyouback). she’s at her lowest when she feels discarded or resented. she’d rather be experimented on and broken over and over again than left stranded (down bad). he runs because he loves her. she’ll bolt before he gets the chance to.

happy i've never been wanted anywhere thursday

new medication :(

weight loss :)

hair loss :(

weight loss!! :)

WHYY does this keep happening? jesus christ

one of the reasons i think we have the bolter on TTPD is because she hates matty for being the who ran away. she’s always been the bolter, but he turned it around and didn’t give her the chance to do that because he left her before she even realized the fucked up game he was playing with her.

love elizabeth s.

- now i have to remember you for longer then i’ve known you

@chloeinletters/ right where you left me- taylor swift/ eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (2004)/ now that we don’t talk- taylor swift/ @extrasad/ all too well (10 minute version)/ c.c. aurel/ waiting room- phoebe bridgers