wanting to feel wanted is another recurring theme I’ve noticed on this album. she wants her lover to want her back and prioritize her (imgonnagetyouback, the alchemy, the albatross, so high school). she wants her exes to wonder about her (the black dog, chloe or sam or sophia or marcus, peter). as soon as she feels wanted again, she makes drastic decisions, whether it be leaving her current relationship or rekindling it (guilty as sin vs imgonnagetyouback). she’s at her lowest when she feels discarded or resented. she’d rather be experimented on and broken over and over again than left stranded (down bad). he runs because he loves her. she’ll bolt before he gets the chance to.
eh muito paia quando a >existência< de alguém te deixa profundamente incomodado pq NÃO TEM O QUE VC FAZER
o q q eu vou fazer cometer assassinato ? não obg não eh muito meu tipo de atividade
Sculptured Web by anncarringtonart
men will meow for you and then disappear, stay safe ladies😭
opening paragraphs of all time
The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson
We Have Always Lived in the Castle by Shirley Jackson
the urge to be nasty and say "there it is. that's why people leave you."
“I wanna brainwash you into loving me forever” is one of those lyrics that’s cute in the context of the song about a new love but painful in the context of “pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away” and “every breath feels like rarest air when you’re not sure if he wants to be there” and “you swore that you loved me, but where were the clues? I died on the altar waiting for the proof” and “I wouldn’t marry me either” 😵💫
i know it's over and it never really began but in my heart it was so real
started with a kiss “ohwemuststopmeetinglikethis!” but it always ends with a town car speeding out the drive one evening. ended with the slam of a door then he’ll call her a whore, wish he wouldn’t be sore, cause as she was leaving it felt like breathin’! all her fuckin’ lives flashed before her eyes. It feels like the time she feel through the i-i-i-ce then came out alive!
- now i have to remember you for longer then i’ve known you
@chloeinletters/ right where you left me- taylor swift/ eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (2004)/ now that we don’t talk- taylor swift/ @extrasad/ all too well (10 minute version)/ c.c. aurel/ waiting room- phoebe bridgers
você genuinamente foi uma das pessoas mais idiotas que eu já conheci e não é surpresa nenhuma seus amigos terem se afastado
20s | she/her | just a sideblog to use as diary quero viver pra sempre e também morrer amanhã
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