I took the miracle move on drug, the effects were temporary [for @iloveyouitisruiningmylife ]
reacting to things with Logan/Shiv's 'uhum' us addicting af
she’s my muse
my five stages of grief are all messed up
denial > bargaining > depression > anger > acceptance
I miss knowing things (the perfect cookie recipe I made once and how to talk to you)
wanting to feel wanted is another recurring theme I’ve noticed on this album. she wants her lover to want her back and prioritize her (imgonnagetyouback, the alchemy, the albatross, so high school). she wants her exes to wonder about her (the black dog, chloe or sam or sophia or marcus, peter). as soon as she feels wanted again, she makes drastic decisions, whether it be leaving her current relationship or rekindling it (guilty as sin vs imgonnagetyouback). she’s at her lowest when she feels discarded or resented. she’d rather be experimented on and broken over and over again than left stranded (down bad). he runs because he loves her. she’ll bolt before he gets the chance to.
Web weave on breaking up.
It's totally okay to remove people from your life. It really is. But I think that going from "I want to put your @ on my pinned post. I never clicked with anyone like this before" to disappearing without warning and just completely shut someone out is straight up messed up
The least you can do for someone you like is be honest with them
20s | she/her | just a sideblog to use as diary quero viver pra sempre e também morrer amanhã
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