I Feel Like Im Being Shaped And Molded Into What You Want. You're Chipping Away Pieces Of Me, And Im
I feel like im being shaped and molded into what you want. You're chipping away pieces of me, and im letting you.
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Fuck... I thought we were past this.
It took me so long. I tried to stop loving him. I really tried. It took me so long. I couldnt go a day without thinking about him. Even after all the heartache, even after he broke me to my very core. But then i finally did it. I went a day worhout thinking about him. About the pain and heartache i felt. I was truly happy... if it were a thing. Then came the fall shortly after. Then new problems arose, and new people, just coming in and out as they please. But none hurt like him. None could ever match up to the pain he caused me.
it shouldn't be this hard... right?
I just feel like ill always be stuck. Stuck in the middle of a goodbye. Never feeling that pain, but never feeling that closure. Never feeling the certainty that somethings gone and is never coming back. I will always be frozen in this one time frame. Never wanting less, never having more. Im just stuck.
I gave him a piece of me i know ill never get back...
Im suprised I made it this far without bingeing. I ate about 400 calories. I feel starving but full. The only thing us now i cant sleep...
What if im making a mistake...
- this could go terribly wrong....
Ive become so impulsive lately, im scared of what i might do next.
-i might do something even more permadent than dying my hair, piercing my own ear, or kissing my ex
Why am i trusting him with my body if i cant even trust him with my mind?
I've never felt like this... fuck I miss him.
Were keeping distance because were both not ready.
my scars haven't even healed, and i don't think they're going to heal anytime soon.
Hes not ready to be open and trust me
My mind is a constant battle, and even when we were "together", I couldn't mentally handle it.
I'm really not ready, and neither is he, and it fucking sucks because I think he's the one.
ik its only been a short time, but I think I love him.
but it doesnt matter. he's gonna move on soon, but I never will.
