God I Miss You, I Feel As If I’ve Lost A Part Of Myself And I’m Not Sure I’ll Ever Find It Again.

““You need someone that loves your soul more than your body” - Unknown”

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I still miss you every single day

I hope you heal and find your peace. I will always love you, I will always be rooting for you, and a piece of my heart and soul will always be yours. Please be good to yourself and find others whose soul is as beautiful as yours. I wish I could be there, but I can’t watch the soul I love devour itself because the pain of the world is too much. Doing that almost led me down the same path, and we both deserve better than that, we are both far more valuable than that. Thank you for all of the brightness that you brought to my life, and for showing me that everything I surrounded myself with was just a distraction from what I truly wanted.

Until the atoms that make up my soul no longer exist and across countless lifetimes.

“Most people do not listen with the intent to understand; they listen with the intent to reply.”

— Stephen R. Covey

“Its a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.”

— Beau Taplin

I can’t explain why I still feel the way I do, I have every reason not to care or feel anything towards you, but I still care so much. I can’t move on because I don’t want to do that to someone else, and so I’m just stuck in this emptiness. I wish I could just feel nothing at all.

To the person reading this, I hope tonight treats you gently, and that tomorrow looks brighter