I’ve Now Been Single For 10 Months, Sober From Alcohol (besides One Night) For Over A Month, And Back
I’ve now been single for 10 months, sober from alcohol (besides one night) for over a month, and back in the kitchen for over 2 months. There have been lots of ups and downs, a few really bad downs, and a few pretty good things happen. There’s still a few hurdles to get over but I’ve survived everything thus far, so I’m sure I’ll be just fine. I’m glad I’ve made it through and used it to rebuild myself and come out a stronger, more focused person who is more true to myself than ever. There’s always more work to be done, but like I said, I’ve survived everything else.
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I miss late night drives through the graveyard, joints with the headstones under the stars,late night pond power sliding with a stop at the waterfall, the little snorts, and forehead kisses. I miss feeling whole, and I miss smiling for no reason at all.
I hope you heal and find your peace. I will always love you, I will always be rooting for you, and a piece of my heart and soul will always be yours. Please be good to yourself and find others whose soul is as beautiful as yours. I wish I could be there, but I can’t watch the soul I love devour itself because the pain of the world is too much. Doing that almost led me down the same path, and we both deserve better than that, we are both far more valuable than that. Thank you for all of the brightness that you brought to my life, and for showing me that everything I surrounded myself with was just a distraction from what I truly wanted.
Until the atoms that make up my soul no longer exist and across countless lifetimes.
Things continue to head in the right direction, court went well, and things weren’t nearly a bad as I thought. Two misdemeanors, not the felony I thought they were trying to charge me with. Almost have the new place ready to move in, got a puppy, and work is starting to go smoother so I won’t have to work so many hours. Plus have a whole week off for thanksgiving. Finally got most of the kinks worked out of the xterra and it’s running really well. Thinking about finally cutting my hair but I’m not sure if I should🤷🏻♂️? Maintaining my sobriety from alcohol, it’s actually starting to get way easier, I don’t really have the urge to drink anymore. Staying busy and being productive have really helped a lot lately, finally feeling like I can pick my head up again. If I’ve made it through all of the things I have this past year, I can survive just about anything. It’s been a rough one but, I’m so glad I worked though it with a little bit of help from a few great people.😁
Kindly reminding you to drink more water
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forcing you to swallow my cum til the last drop
Congratulations, you lost me 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
You just end up getting used up until there’s nothing left. None of the light that shone so brightly before. Just a husk, a shade of the beauty that once was, and it’s absolutely heartbreaking to know, that the person that was will never be again.
