Boymoder-echo - Not A Person

Absolutely asking for people to come in my dms or just decide for me exactly what kind of man I should be. I need guidance!!!

what if people asked me to decide what kind of man they should be and have them completely reformat their blog and personality to match, and I intentionally chose the most incongruent kind of masculinity to their current identity

I haven't shaved in over a week at this point. There still isn't really that much facial hair. I started hrt young, and actually the reason I was so eager to start hrt when i did was because of the slight facial hair growth I started getting. Since I stopped taking hrt I have noticed a bit of new hair growth on my left cheek but strangely none on my right cheek yet. Something I've started to wonder (and I wonder this every time I've tried to grow my facial hair out) is whether it's even a good idea to do this. It looks kinda bad and scraggly and it just makes me less confident when I go out. It's barely noticeable from a distance but up close it makes me look kinda bad. That being said I did promise in my notes game that I wouldn't shave so for now I won't :)

It's insane how every detrans kink blog that I follow degrades over time into a sea of tits and ass, fatter and faker the better, all the text posts devolving into "uuung this bitch gets me so hard." It really shows what you fake"girls" truly are once the delusions start fading.

Y'all get dumber and hornier, more and more like the average basic straight male thinking with his cock.

Y'all become more misogynistic and sexist, absorbing more and more objectification and degradation as your idea of a "woman" becomes purely sexually charged.

Crazy how you still think you're girls after flooding my feed with those bimbos y'all wanna breed someday.

Let the testosterone-fueled haze take over.

Keep filling your blogs with porn.

Bigger, fatter, faker tits.

Rounder, thicker, jigglier ass.

You'll sort yourself out that way.

Signed, a fellow confused man.

PS: Start lifting too, bro. Bitches love strong men. Also stop shaving. Also blast your brain with dudebro ideology til you're not just a man...

You're a brutish, dim-witted parody of a man.

Fuckkk 😵‍💫😵‍💫

You’re so right, having this blog has been showing me what I really am and it’s getting harder and harder to pretend to be anything else

At this point I just want it to get worse—I need to get dumber and hazier and hornier and edge my respect for girls and anything feminine in my head away forever 🤤

I’m fully postop and completely passable and yet detrans kink stuff turns me on so much more than anything else. What should I do?

I was also totally passable and yet here we are. Heck I could still be totally possible if I wore the right clothes and put a wig and makeup on, but here we are. With regard to being post-op, that does make it a little tougher but I think that almost makes it hotter? I think you should detrans for the kink and not question your doubts at all.

genuinely please come in my dms and goon with me and try to get me to develop new weird kinks, especially if its cringe.

Let’s be honest chat, I’m pretty girly.

What if this becomes a force fem blog or even a bimbofication blog lol

Reinforce my femininity 🥺

Maybe I’m gender fluid or something idk, but really I want to be binary one way or the other, permanently.

Howdy. I'm a 26-year-old degenerate fakegirl who ought to be corrected. That is to say, deluding myself that I'll ever be a woman is a tragic farce. Real women don't crank their dicks to fakegirls throwing out their estrogen. Real women don't constantly sit around in a horny daze, dreaming of being victimized, dreaming of being pumped back full of T and having their fake girlpills thrown out. I'm shameless. Seriously. Bully me, ask me for dick pics, whatever. I'll hand 'em out readily. Remind me of how I'll never, ever be any type of woman at all.

I can’t wait for your guy self to win. Do you think it’ll be long before it happens?

At the moment I’m the girl self so I can say something from kind of a different angle.

When I want to be a guy I take a lot of steps towards masculinization and try to sabotage my “girl self”

When I’m a girl I never really get more feminine. I never try to fix things. In fact I still engage in this detrans stuff.

It’s like… I’m just genuinely not in the mindset of BEING a girl ever anymore. A lot of the time I WANT to be a girl, like I used to be, but I’m just… not one. If I try to be all feminine it feels like I’m faking it. Like I’m crossdressing. I want so badly to go back to feeling comfortable as a girl, I just can’t seem to anymore.

So to answer your question, I’m not sure it will be long.

I know you spent so much time acquiring your perfect girl voice uwu but that will only make your detransition hotter.

Jerk off to dirty sweaty porn while imagining forcing yourself upon the women you love and let out the manliest grunt when cumming. Make it extra deep.

Take a mental snapshot of this moment. Redo it again every 3 hours. Replay this feeling in your head 24/7. If you managed to brainwash yourself into believing you were female, you can reprogram yourself into a male. ♥️