Let’s Be Honest Chat, I’m Pretty Girly.

I have reached another milestone in my detrans notes game! Because I hit 75 Notes I now have to go out in public as a guy sometimes. I had a specific meaning for this in mind but it was a little wordy to put in the notes game. Basically anytime I go somewhere alone, without friends or family, running an errand or just getting out of the house, I will put on a deep voice and let everyone see my short hair. I'll use the men's restroom and no one will think I was ever a girl.

Whats the main thing keeping you from throwing it all away and what might help push you over that edge?

Well especially the past few days I really just feel like I want to totally go back to being a girl. aaand yet… I keep getting dragged back into this kink…

It almost feels like it isn’t a choice anymore. Like I’m destined to become male. The main thing stopping me is the expectations of the people in my life. Socially detransitioning would be the hard part, admitting that I want to be a guy and all, especially to people who are gonna say “I told you so”.

I’m not exactly sure what would allow me to go through with it, I think I would to be mentally conditioned to feel significantly more comfortable being male, or even to get uncomfortable being associated with anything feminine. This is why I say I think dedicated hypnosis might help.

hi baby, i'd love to go into your dms and send you some pretty pics to look at... but only if you admit that you're a perverted man (fixed fake boy)

Do you mean I’m a fixed fake girl? I promise I am just a gross perverted man now.

I think the precise terms I want to use for my identity that I want to test out rn are "femboy" and especially "boymoder"

Imagining wearing a lot of big hoodies with shorts or jeans and having my hair as kind of a shaggy mess but getting it cut once a month because I'm just a silly boy and I can't get away with having long hair.

alt bimbofication is definitely a thing, i think. just might be hard for now because of your more masculine appearance

I wouldn’t say I have a masculine appearance, just short hair, and even then it’s not that short anymore. I can still pass as a girl. What made you think I had a “more masculine appearance” did I say that?

If anything I can pull off either rn

I love when I enter a space full of nominally supportive, also mentally ill people, but I’m too mentally ill for even them and they’re clearly uncomfortable being around me.

I think the reason being a guy appeals to me is that when I have sexual fantasies I always picture myself in a male role partnered with a cis woman and i dont have fun any other way. In order to get in a situation like that long term I would have to be a guy, and I’m so confused about my identity just in general that that sounds extremely appealing…

Did you grow any breasts/ass?

I certainly did. I bought a binder to take care of that.

reblog if you're an mtf boy who wants people to come into your DMs / inbox and tell you how masculine and manly you are

limp dick retarded faggot

My penis is actually quite large and hard