U Just... U Just Layer Up Like 20 Layers And Go Outside Like A Marshmellow And Then Waddle Around Like

"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness

Like/reblog if you think that you don't need to medically transition to be transgender

looks at you like this

this is perhaps evil but I can boost my mood in almost any situation by playing a game called "what was my mom doing at this age?" like rn for instance I'm sleepy because I had a 12 hour work day + stayed up late, and my stomach hurts a little from the enormous chimichanga I smashed for dinner, and my head hurts a little bit from the fat margaritas I had with the chimichanga. and it's like hmm, okay, not optimal, but when my mom was this age she had a 2.5 year old to deal with. can you fucking imagine. can't stay in bed decadently bemoaning your overindulgences because there's a goblin in the next room that's utterly dependent on you for food and hygiene and social needs and if you drop the ball you've fucked up a perfectly good person. and I'm pretty normal so shout out to her for keeping it together but god that couldn't be me, I like fucking around way too much.

STOP ITS DO THEM BUT STOP 😭

I don't know how to explain it, but I need a billford freak to confirm my thoughts that this is them LOL

he's so fucked up

So. Time to rant here about Trees by McCafferty, and my oc Heacen.

Heacen is a bad person. Thats where im gonna start this. He is and was a bad person. But he gets better. Characters that get better, they dont have to be forgiven. He was rude and only cared about his ego, and his reputation. He used jericho for that, and made his friends and family dolls to his game. All throughout middle school, and highschool. He would toy with Jericho, use him, and do anything to get attention. His personality is nothing, it disintegrates, from a lovely, outgoing, selfless kid too a monster. He is selfish and unruly, he uses weed as a coping mechanism for his questioning sexuality and gender. Jericho gives him unconditional love, and Heacen thinks, knows, he deserves it. Jericho was breaking slowly, and Heacen didnt care. He lost his friends and his sister and his family but he still had Jericho. He wouldnt lose Jericho. He would abuse and use and hurt people around him, and keep people and take people away.

But that all changes, his ego is torn, like a wrecking ball crashing into a brick wall. Jericho cheats. Heacen doesnt know what to do, he's broken, Heacen cant comprehend that Jericho would want anyone but him. Be cheats with Connie, Jerichos best friend, the one person Heacen couldnt get rid of. Heacen liked Connie, they aere good friends Heacen thought, but not anymore. Heacen has a.. a breaking moment, a falling deeper and deeper into the bottomless pit, and then finally hitting the ground, bones shattering, heart shattered. He takes time, he realizes what he has done, and what he was doing. His reputation was taking over him. He was so obsessed with a good persona, he wasnt focused on being himself. But could he change truly? Did he change? He was desperate for Jericho. He needed attention and he did anything for it. Did Jericho change that by cheating?

Heacen learned a lesson, and climbed his way out of the bottomless pit, he isnt perfect, but he is trying his hardest, in the best way possible to make it up to Jericho. He relearns everything, his gives his whole being to Jericho and his kids, but is that enough?

the horrors chat. IM GOING INSANE WITH MY OCS AHAHAHHA

dude i totally forgot about Trees. All of that is so unrelated. WELP THATS FOR THE NEXT POST 😁

Once I actually open up in therapy it's over for y'all

In-depth opinion of Bev(Baylie x Lev)???🤨🤨🤨

(I used speak to text talking to Dual while i did this 💀💀 so its very weird but yeah)

they're like really like they're good enemies to like deeper enemies, but they have to be in a relationship for like some reason like they're like force proximity and then they end up like being like Frenemies a.k.a. Frenemies doesn't like they beat each other up all the time I feel like they would beat each other up and that's their form of like sex like they got off to beating each other. I'll edit this. I'll edit it in raw anyways so like I feel like that's the only but they are good shape only because like they don't deserve anybody else except for each other real because I suck both of them which I find interesting that I made Bayli originally as the as the protagonist and then oh my foot oh my God I just bent my toe and then my foot cramp this one, but it's fine now oh my gosh, anyways oh that's fine. I don't care and more. What does that mean? I can drool all over my shoulder and more as in you can still drool all over my shoulder. I don't know, but yeah, they're good shape. If like cause they cause they're both horrible people but besides that, I don't think they go good together because I hate each other. I hate obsession. I feel like I feel like they wouldn't be in a relationship, but they'd be like like you know like hating each other like and stalking each other and then people would be like what are they dating because everybody else would see them as dating but they're like oh yeah