When You Look So Good You Have To Pray Before You Leave The House

BOYS NIGHT, 15th March, Senate! bring your own booze! remember what happens in the senate stays in the senate ;). BOYS NIGHT BOYS NIGHT BOYS NIGHT

its crazy to realize that 80% of my mood is determined by the weather. the most terrible soul crushing stuff can happen in the winter and i am torn apart. but when it happens in the summer and its 75-85 and sunny out im like whatever its too nice out to be sad ^_^

in an upset and hateful mood

i told her i didnt want anything serious and she said she wanted something serious so were good im out

i asked her if she wants to hang out again but i kinda want her to say no… i could have just not texted her. whatever.

Art by Jean Michel Coriou.

never mind this seeing blurry shit is just annoying now

first time in my life i can feel the tangible effects of aging. i used to feel invincible, i hardly got sick, had perfect vision etc. getting lymes this summer sort of put me in check. i should also make an eye doctor appointment, last time i went there i was 7(?). it is becoming exponentially harder to read things from away and adjust focus. honestly though im not upset, truly. no one has done this to me, this is no ones fault. despite these small setbacks i feel pretty happy :) who knows, maybe i would be cute with some fun glasses.

feeling terrified of emotional intimacy rn

i have not had good sleep since tuesday

“we should do something next weekend! :)”

yes we should! we should also delete the pictures of your ugly ex boyfriend off your instagram!

we both draw from the bananagrams pile and our hands touch…. i look into your eyes and you look into mine, entranced and in love