Arsonist, Your Human Starter Kit Came Incomplete

Genuinely so beneficial to know that you're a crazy bitch. So many bad situations dodged by knowing that I'm being a lil unhinged freak about something

getting shot in the head probably feels soooo good for like a second

I've been able to get past it for the most part since I've been doing my placement and not getting the chance to dwell or ruminate much. Now that my schedule is slowing down and placement is ending, I have more time in the day to be preyed upon by myself. Fuck yeeeeaaaaaah

When I say there are some days where I dont even get the opportunity to fuck my morning up, that the first thought of the day can be either a trigger to worse thoughts or something my unconscious vomited into the conscious sphere first opportunity it gets, I'm not kidding.

watching yt essays on oyasumi punpun and watching punpun's mindset be described as fundamentalist has clicked something in place deep within me

In the gay sex dungeon doing my crossword with a coffee, occasionally looking up with mild interest

how do you feel about being autistic? i always struggled with it but i love seeing you talk about it so openly in a positive way

being autistic is amazing when im alone and horrible around other people

the life I’ve chosen to live

Love when I get dysregulated by a trigger and the rest of my night until sleep is anxiety and being in freeze mode, barely able to eat or think a thought that isn't revolving around the trigger. Nervous system, ma'am, do you not think you're being a little dramatique

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