Today I Used It To Calm Down After Panic Attack...

Was listening to memento mori by Will Wood in my car with friends... One of them told me it sounded like part of the Hamilton soundtrack... I'm confused af how, but like, am I crazy or is he??? I'm genuinely curious.

Sorry I havent posted for a while, I'm trying to get a better sleep schedule (and failing) the furbs are doing well. Cream Cheese went to school last week

lowkey feel like you're calling me out rn, @pauvre-malheureux-erik

a reminder for my transmasc pals

Check out this ring I made

I named the skull Jeremy. He just seemed like a Jeremy idk Anyways, I sculpted him out of copper clay and it was a pain in the ass, but I love him

Ok, like, Mastermind hurt me man, I am still emotionally recovering... But like, that was such a a great episode! The animation was beautiful, I felt all of the feels (lot of rage, fuck satan), Stolas' song was awesome, old characters were brought back, new characters were brought in. Like, come on! I am gonna be all mopey about this for days, but it was definitely one of the best episodes. Now if you'll excuse me, I have some moping to get to.

I always wanna tell myself that I'm a cool, scary little emo boy. But in reality, I'm an absolute golden retriever boy and a sweetheart, who happens to be emo... Today, I drove to the store to buy myself a soda on the way home, and I bought a $6 box of girl scout cookies... I'M A FUCKING SUCKER!!! I'M A BROKE ASS UNEMPLOYED TEEN WHO JUST SPENT HALF OF THEIR NON-EMERGENCY SPENDING MONEY ON COOKIES BC I'M A SUCKER! I DON'T EVEN LIKE KIDS, I THINK THEY'RE STICKY AND ANNOYING!!! I'M JUST A SUCKER AND WANTED TO BE NICE!!! I have a whole box of cookies to myself now though, so I'm not too mad.

Rest in Power, Nex Benedict

A 16 year old kid who loved nature and looking after their cat Zeus. Who enjoyed reading, watching the Walking Dead, and playing Ark and Minecraft. They loved to cook and would often make up their own recipes. They did well in school, being a straight-A student. Rest in power a teen who was human and had interests and ambitions and challenges and friendships. A trans youth who was brutally murdered just for being trans, when that was only a fragment of who they were as a person.

Nex Benedict, Jacob Williamson, Brianna Ghey, and other trans youth like them were real people with real lives. They deserved better, longer, happier lives. They deserved to grow up and not fear for their lives. They deserve to be remembered as who they were, not just as another trans kid who was killed, as people with families and normal human lives.

Trying to draw Angel and Husk in "Loser, Baby" in that scene with them sitting together under Husk's umbrella... WHY TF IS ANGEL SO FUCKING HARD TO DRAW!?!!!?

Update: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

A happy 19 years of Neil banging out the tunes to all