MY SUCCESS STORY ☆

warnings: mentions of abusive relationship, depression, self harm & ed.

long post ahead. i decided to share a long rant about how my life was before i found out about the law & after i did. how i managed to cope with traumatic events & recurring suicidal thoughts. if any of these topics trigger you, then please skip the first part of this post! my success story will be on the third fragment of the post.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈: before the law of assumption

when i was fourteen years old i had my first ever boyfriend. he was, initially, what people would call “prince charming”. the first few months of dating him were perfect: he always made sure to look after me, bring me flowers, cuddle me when i asked him to and much more. he was also very cordial and well mannered; almost every person who knew him spoke highly of him. but little did i know, that i was actually living in a farce.

three months into our relationship and his demeanour started to switch gradually. at first, it was the smallest of things that made me question if he was still the same guy as before. he would no longer give me any of his attention, call me, comfort me or even buy me gifts (something that he often did). then, he started to mock me in front of his peers, get mad at any given time and verbally harass me. but nonetheless, i kept staying with him.

not long after, verbal abuse turned into physical abuse. he would lure me into his house after calling me, crying like a baby to convince me to come over. he would purposefully get angry at me for not tying my shoes “the way he told me to” or for not drinking water from the tap. after screaming at me and verbally abuse me for god knows how long, he would pick me up and slam me against the door and start chocking me. or he would slap me and beat me repeatedly on my stomach, arms and legs. he would do this for a good whole hour every time.

tw: sexual abuse after that, he would gaslight me and blame me for his behaviour. he would start crying and tell me “sorry” as i was lying on the floor with bruises all over my body. it wouldn’t take long before he would take me to his room to sexually assault me. i won’t go into detail about what he did, but you get the idea.

before taking the bus to get to my home, i would cover myself up as well as i could to hide my bruises and welts, not before trying my best to mask them with the makeup i had brought in my purse. this is why no one ever suspected anything bad going on. my parents are NOT to blame for this. i was the one hiding this from them, partially because i was ashamed of myself for being weak and frail and mostly because my boyfriend would threaten to kill me if i ever said a word to anyone.

this went on for months. after being abused, i would go home and lock myself in my room; i could do nothing if not cry and tear my hair apart from my scalp. unfortunately, this was the time i started self harming. i would do it in places where no one could see my scars and target my inner thighs. i was so ashamed of myself, but i just couldn’t stop hurting. all i wanted to do was die. what abuse did to me was: cause severe anxiety attacks to occur often, insomnia, fatigue, faint and so on. i even reached a point in life where i would stop eating completely or vomit the little food i ate during the day. in simple words, i became depressed.

at some point, i couldn’t hide this anymore: i was forcing myself to go to school because i wanted to make everyone believe i was fine, but my teachers & classmates started to worry about how i looked. at home, i could easily snuck into my room, stuff myself with clothes and lie to my parents about eating, but even they started to get suspicious. long story short, after passing out one day in school, i was taken to the hospital where i was diagnosed with and ed and depression. not being able to hide my body from anyone, the doctors saw all the leftover scars and fresh bruises from my abuse. this is when my parents’ worst fears came all up to surface. they immediately contacted the police to tell them about my boyfriend (he was eighteen at the time) and when he realized that he was in deep shit, he confessed to what he did, but blamed it on his “mental health”.

he was diagnosed with bpd and was left on probation, which wasn’t enough of a punishment for him. but thankfully, i found out that he was jailed not too long ago.

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𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈: when my identity got exposed on tumblr (after finding out about the law)

after two years, i had managed to recover. not mentally, but physically. this was around the time i had opened my law of assumption blog. when i found the law (a year before opening my blog), i did a lot of research on it and wanted to test if it was actually real. that’s when i found out about neville goddard and started reading pdfs of his books online. while reading them, i found out about the “I AM” state, now commonly known as the “VOID” state.

i think some of you guys remember my void success story (the one i shared on tumblr a year ago), where i had manifested things such as my appearance, moving out of my country etc. when i posted it, it was actually a year old, meaning that i had went into the void * almost a year before opening my tumblr.

when i opened my tumblr blog (halokisses) in february of 2022, i started sharing my success stories and advice on the loass and i gained quite the platform rather quickly. in less than three months i had amassed over three thousand followers, which is a lot. but this was also the time when a lot of negative and deranged people interacted (in anon mode) with my account. I would receive asks of people blaming me because they “couldn’t” manifest or enter the void. or people threatening me in general. it was becoming super frustrating.

i have to admit, as much as i was manifesting great things in my life, i didn’t have the time to cherish them and actually live them out. although, that was nothing anywhere near what i experienced a few months later.

when i was on a break from posting in july (2022) and was only active on my Instagram, my identity was stolen and violated. someone had decided to pretend to have both of my real names (that i had privately shared with a few of you guys on ig) and plagiarize my content. when i rightfully confronted this person, they backfired and made me look like the crazy, bad person harassing them. this got a lot of people to start attacking me, harassing me, send me death and rape threats and much more.

after that, i chose to leave tumblr (not deactivate my account yet). those months were very hard for me. i kept having nightmares of my identity being completely exposed by the hands of this person, because in my mind, i thought they could find more information about me that i never put out on the internet. grief was all i could feel. i once again started blaming myself for simply deciding to say my name online and beating myself up because of this. this lead me to gather all of my trauma and link it all together.

this may sound insane to many of you, but when someone suffers from ptsd, it’s not impossible for them to let such things affect them deeply, even if, in my case, i was dealing with this online and not in real life. to clarify, i don’t compare this specific event to my abuse. but it is important to recognise that it damaged me nonetheless. i was suffering with steady negative thoughts, nightmares and even suicidal thoughts at times.

thankfully tho, i was able to expose this person a few months later and detach from the situation for a little bit. i still had a lot of work to do to fully reach internal peace. but i felt like i could finally breathe after months of impending frustration and anxiety.

𝐈. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 with everything that happened to me was honestly a difficult task and it took me months to finally reach internal peace. i want to specify that this post was made with the intention to get my past off my chest and bury it away forever. i don’t want to discourage people or make them think that it takes “this much” time to manifest your dream life. this is MY personal experience and how i personally dealt with it. i couldn’t be more proud of myself for it. i’m such a strong woman and i’m still so young. i couldn’t thank myself enough for being so tough and for standing firm.

what i learned from all this is that it’s essential to fight for yourself and inner peace. that’s what matters the most for me. finding the loass and being able to combine it all together definitely played a big role and it proves to me, once again, that as of right now (and forever), i won’t have to worry about anything. my past is dead and so are the people who hurt me. they better try and come back, but this time i won’t be so forgiving. i won’t let anyone ruin me like this anymore.

𝐈𝐈. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 has got to be my favourite success story ever. from the start, i had the feeling that i would succeed and justice would be made n that’s exactly how it went. but the real success happened within me. i am now free from the shackles of my trauma. i don’t worry about anything anymore. i don’t blame myself for what happened to me. i moved on and let go. i have all the means to get back at the people who hurt me and will use them with no hesitation if needed. i don’t ruminate on negative thoughts and live my life peacefully. everything works out for me & nothing gets in my way.

౨ৎ⋆｡˚ ⋆ i’m once again honouring myself and admitting how happy i am to be me. to think that i was just a little girl when i dealt with my abuse and succeeded… it makes me infinitely proud of me. words can’t express how much i appreciate my mind and soul. i worship every inch of my body and i’m not ashamed to say so. and everyone should think about themselves this way. if you went through the things i did, i hug you dearly. you are so strong and you will succeed. i love you and if you need a helping hand, i’ll always be here. there are people out there who care about you and i’m the very first one. you’re an angel, you’re a pure soul and you deserve only good things in life.

i hope that everything wasn’t too harsh to read, i tried to be as less detailed as possible, but wait! the post is not concluded yet.

here to read about my success story ˚◞♡

𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘

〔 as briefly mentioned at the very end on this post of mine, i changed many many things about my life and therefore what i might’ve manifested in the past has changed. note: this is everything i manifested in the last month or two. i worked on myself and on my mental health first of course. some of the things listed down here are very recent and date back to a few weeks, if not days ago.〕

༄ ‧₊˚ ‎WHAT I MANIFESTED

a new appearance from head to toe. believe it or not, this is actually the third time i change my appearance lmfao i knowww, but i always feel the constant need to change. this time tho, i’m pretty sure i’ll keep my appearance the way it currently is !!

moving out of where i used to live before. i won’t say where i went, but i LOVE it here! everyone is so nice & caring and i’ve been welcomed with open arms. all i can say is that i’ve moved continents and it was the best decision i could ever make. it took me a short amount of time to move out.

my best friend to come live with me. to clarify, she doesn’t live in my house, but she moved out with her parents so we could stay close. i also manifested that the both of us could speak the local language fluently and perfectly!

school to start later than most schools here. i just want to enjoy summer a little bit more before the mind-breaking routine restarts (i’m obviously joking lmao, i love school. no i don’t). ++ i manifested to go to a prestige school! i also might’ve manifested it to look similar to harry potter’s castle and i love it! i genuinely can’t wait to start just for this.

travelling a lot more than i used to. my goal is to visit as many places around the world as possible and it’s something that i’ve been doing in the course of the past month. i’m taking so many pictures too with my new digital camera that *drum rolls* i manifested in literally a day! it was insane how fast it happened, but honestly i’m not surprised anymore because everything i desire manifests instantly.

to stay safe and protected at all times. over two years ago, when i went into the void, i had manifested my fighting skills and they’ve only gotten better overtime! imagine mikasa ackerman type of fighter, yeah that’s how i am so y’all better watch out.

healing & helping people deal with their trauma. this is so important to me and it’s honestly the favourite thing i manifested. it’s pretty self explanatory, but if you guys want to know more about this (and need help), please don’t be afraid to text me.

to pass all my tests, finals, etc. and i also manifested to shift into my “school dr” five minutes before each test (whether it’s oral or written) to get all the correct answers. i can’t wait to try this out, tho i still will be studying regardless, because i love doing so! (except for maths & chem lol)

for my parents & loved ones to forget what i went through as a young girl. basically, i revised them ever having trauma after me. it was the right decision to make and i’ll forever be thankful for it.

to revise and go to the weeknd’s concert!! i had a blast y’all this was one the best things i could ever think of. last year i couldn’t go to abel’s concert because i was on vacation, but i manifested going there anyways and now i have such a vivid memory of it + all the videos i took are in my camera roll.

to never spiral or dwell on my negative thoughts. letting go of traumatic events + always reminding myself of how strong and powerful i am and that nothing can get in my way. (aka always manifest instantly and successfully)

for all of my scars to be fully healed and for internal wounds to riparate + to never get ill or get terminal diseases (this works for my loved ones as well).

plus many more things that i can’t think of right now! ♡

༄ ‧₊˚ HOW I DID IT

before anyone asks, no i did not use the void or any other method. i don’t go into the void anymore, because there’s no need for it. it’s an instant state just like ANY OTHER.

you’re always in a state (your I AM=awareness). the void is just your awareness shifting into your I AM where you’re simply assuming that there’s emptiness around you, hence you’re not in your physical world.

here’s how i manifested my dream life:

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟏.

i decided what I wanted. i had a deep self-to-self talk and understood EXACTLY my desires and wants. i asked my heart what it truly longed for. then i made my decision

i scripted a few things out, such as my full detailed appearance, where i would move out and how my school looked like. the rest of the stuff was not scripted. ♡ TIP: i find it easier to use pictures and put them all together in a collage to have a clear image of everything i’m changing.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟐.

i used my all-time favourite affirmation to seal the deal and ACCEPTED MY DESIRES AS REAL. the umbrella affirmation i used is: “it is done”. here’s some affirmations you can use:

it is done

i have everything i desire/want

i got it all

i am

*any word that you choose implies that you have what you want* ie: “pink”

ACCEPTANCE of myself and HAVING FAITH were the key steps of my journey. it was somewhat easy for me to tap into the STATE OF THE WISH FULFILLED since i had manifested many things before, however this does not imply that it should be hard for others to tap into it quickly and easily. you are always in a STATE, you just have to decide which one.

i sticked with MY STATE as much as i could: if i would get discouraged or suddenly get negative thoughts, i would let those thoughts hit and dip. i wouldn’t acknowledge them whatsoever.

NOTE: i would still interact with the 3d regularly. ie: if i had to write down where i lived, i put my old city as such and so on. but i kept on EXCLUSIVELY acknowledge my imagination (=4d) and dismiss the 3d. i KNEW i lived in x city in x country in x continent and moved on.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟑

the 3d conformed. faster than the speed of light i might add. it might’ve felt odd, because i had never manifested such important things without the void (see, everything is possible and instant without the void), but everything worked out perfectly and went accordingly to plan ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

i would like to end this post by saying that it was 100% my choice to share about my past with you guys and in no way, shape or form i made this for others to feel pity or compassion for me. i don’t need it and don’t want it. i just felt ready and serene to share something really delicate about me to encourage people to always fight for themselves.

and this is also a rant to explain to people that if a blogger wants to share more about themselves and share sensitive topics like these, it’s because they want to. you shouldn’t be the one deciding for them or, worse, expose their personal life to the claws of the internet. this was a throughly made decision by ME ONLY.

i hope you guys found this post helpful and liked everything that i manifested! thank you for being here & for being patient and attentive.

with love, andreia ♡

How to Enter/ Wake up in the void state instantly Using the Phrase method ꨄ︎

Hii loves, Today i decided to make an Guide Based on the Popular method ' The Phase '. You can either use it to wake up in the void , or affirm while you are in the Phase. It literally Takes Seconds , based on astral projection Success stories , I have read. Its a tried and tested technique that hundreds of participants have participated in . And Guess what ? Within 2-3 days, Everyone was having reported Success with it. Also this method is ADHD Friendly and also does not require you to mediate or affirm for a long time. The phase method can be used to lucid dream and shift also .

"Interesting Fact" -

" Indirect techniques are mainly to thank for our 80% success rate over only 2 days of attempts at three-day seminars, even in groups of 50 people and more. Once, more than half of the group had a phase experience by the second day."

✩⋆୨♡୧⋆. ⁺ ⋆

The Phase Method ( Original Method ) :

STEP 1 : SET YOUR ALARM TO WAKE YOU UP IN 6 HOURS .

On the night before , go to bed at your usual time and set your alarm so that you will only sleep for 6 Hours. When the alarm goes off , you may go to the bathroom, drink a glass of water , whatever you want to do. Try do something relaxing , read a book. Scroll through your phone , If you want. Relax or chill for about 10 - 15 minutes.

STEP 2 : GO BACK TO BED WITH AN INTENTION

Go to bed laying on your back , if you can't fall asleep then you can sleep on your side. Then repeat an intention in your mind , Eg, " I will wake up soon and enter the void ". Reason why this works, because just as you falling asleep you are in a self hypnotic state of mind , so you signalling your subconscious , what you to do when you wake up.

STEP 3 : WHEN YOU WAKE UP, DO NOT MOVE ( You may breathe normally)

Close your eyes immediately and do a separation technique.

I will share one from the ' Phase ' :

" Peer into the void before your closed eyes for 3 to 5 seconds. If nothing occurs, switch to another technique. If you see any kind of imagery, peer into it until it becomes realistic. Once it is, separate from the body right then and there, or allow yourself to be pulled into the imagery. When peering at imagery, it's important not to scrutinize details, lest the image wash away. You'll need to look through the picture, which will make it more realistic."

✩⋆୨♡୧⋆. ⁺ ⋆

How to get into the Void state within Seconds Using the Phase Method :

Affirming In the Phase :

♡ Set your Alarm for 2.4 hours or 6 Hours Ahead. Also remember this technique involves using Rem sleep. Rem sleep occurs Every 90 minutes when we are asleep. So setting your alarm For 2.4 Hours Ahead is ok too.

♡ Wake Up and do something for about 15 minutes , go to the bathroom etc. Just Chill or relax for these minutes.

♡ Go back to bed with an intention. Your intention will be for the void " I will wake up soon and enter the void". Try and lay in a position that is comfortable with you.

♡ When you wake up , Do no move. Because this technique causes you to wake up in the mind awake and body asleep state. Start affirming for the Void State. Imagine your body entering the void and keep on Affirming. This causes your consciousness to detach naturally because you are in the phase.

Waking up in the Void by using Phase and Commanding your Subconscious Method :

♡ Set your Alarm for 2.4 or 6 Hours Ahead.

♡ Wake Up and do something for about 15 minutes , go to the bathroom etc.

♡ Then lay flat on your back and get relaxed . Set an command or intention to the subconscious

My command to the Subconscious " As soon as I fall asleep I will wake up in the void aware ".

And you'll wake up aware in the void state !

✩⋆୨♡୧⋆. ⁺ ⋆

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𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓’𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔🦋❄️🌬

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬?, 𝐲𝐞𝐬!. 𝐀𝐬 𝐢 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐮𝐬, 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭.

𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐫: 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐛𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐝, 𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞<3.

𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬 (𝟏,𝟏𝟑,𝟐𝟓)

the most surprising thing about you is your appearance. You may not fit in your countries beauty standards, and it feels like you belong else where, maybe that your even a foreigner. Peoples first impressions about you are always surprising and maybe even wild!, it’s just like they’ve met another version of you whom you aren’t aware of + your mind is surprising, childhood, and how you project yourself in other’s peoples eyes. They see you, expect something, then get hit by another entirely different thing!.

𝟐𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬 (𝟐,𝟏𝟒,𝟐𝟔)

You might have a surprising money income, or you might be surprisingly wealthy in general, people find it fascinating that your wealthy, like they just can’t believe it; also you like to spend your money on surprising possessions like your the type to go buy the weirdest thing on earth but love it dearly.

𝟑𝐫𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬 (𝟑,𝟏𝟓,𝟐𝟕)

your mind and how you think in general is shocking, like you come up with the rarest, most creative ideas and then be like “what i didn’t do anything special!”, trust me honey, you did. You might have.. surprising relationship with your siblings, im talking like siblings from other parent type of thing, brother or a sister who came way too late after you in the family, or your the late child😭. You came from a wild or doesn’t-look-like-you neighborhood + maybe even a startling early eduction school, like a school that teaches you something that isn’t common? “Maybe a foreign language!.”

𝟒𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬 (𝟒,𝟏𝟔,𝟐𝟖)

You have the weirdest family out there im sorry😭 your roots or ancestors might be shocking (i won’t be surprised if any of you were prince Charles distant cousin💀 it’s this wild), your home in general is chaotic and your childhoods in general. you might inherit the most surprising thing to exist, + You may enjoy eating extraordinary meals, or even cook them, maybe food that has nothing to do with your family. Last thing you also might have outstanding home decor.

𝟓𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐈𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐨 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬 (𝟓,𝟏𝟕,𝟐𝟗)

You find pleasure and entertainment in unpredictable things. You have startling imagination, hobbies, activities and addictions. Your the type to date a celebrity like it’s nothing, your relationships are really.. really astounding in “how the hell did you pull this man like!, you were dating him for 3weeks!!!.” type of way. You holiday in the most unexpected places, im talking Like vacations in panama or Ecuador😭 + Your confidence is eye catching FR.

𝟔𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐯𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐨 𝐨𝐫 𝐯𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬 (𝟔,𝟏𝟖)

You have a weird daily routine, diet, fitness, to-do lists, work, daily tasks, services even chores. Your the type of person who’ll pet the most dumbfounding animal out there, maybe a deadly snake?.. your sleep schedule is kinda shocking, like you may wake up at night and sleep at day. Have a startling bad habit or illness, something to do with your health in general and maybe even hygiene.

𝟕𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬. (𝟕,𝟏𝟗)

You may marry more than once, your marriage was/may be astonishing. Like 5th house Uranus you too have the weirdest romantic relationships, not just flings. Might attract surprising enemies, companionships or alliances.

𝟖𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬. (𝟏𝟖,𝟐𝟎)

surprising sex preferences?.. positions?? Kinks???. You have the most startling secrets, rebirths and glow ups. The type whom really looks like they changed their skin from how much they transformed. Your spouses money might come from a shocking source. Your revenge plans are really something out of this world, and you obsess over weird people. Might go trough suspicious accidents or experiences.

𝟗𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬. (𝟗,𝟐𝟏)

your religion gets people shell-shocked. your major or higher education + your college is surprising. You travel to amazing places, might be a foreigner or have distant relationships and come from astonishing cultures.

𝟏𝟎𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐨𝐫 𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬. (𝟏𝟎, 𝟐𝟐)

Your reputation is surprising, your father’s status, fathers family?, your career, name, public image or influence on people is stunning. Your body structure might be the most prominent thing about you, also your known to be creative.

𝟏𝟏𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬, 𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬. (𝟏𝟏,𝟐𝟑)

your that person who befriends people who just doesn’t fit their aesthetics. Opposite attracts is your friendships anthem, same thing with your social circles. You might literally have the most uncommon social apps on your phone and feel like they are your home + your phone brand might be unknown or rare?.

𝟏𝟐𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬, 𝐔𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐬.(𝟏𝟐,𝟐𝟒)

same like Uranus in the 8th house, you may have the wildest secrets out there, expect they aren’t as gruesome as scorpio placement. You have the most questionable dreams?, visions, and your so spiritual. You may be surprised by your strong intuition and subconscious mind, are you into manifestations? You should try. You have the most specific phobias or fears, fantasies, enemies or sleep schedule too!.

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬. 𝐋𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞 <𝟑

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1 year ago

There's an ask I tend to get that kind of redundant, so I'm writing this post here to clarify:

There is no "becoming aware"

You can't become something you already are!

Consciousness is the only reality, when you imagine something, you are bringing into consciousness, meaning that exists NOW.

Please, please, understand that you don't have to DO anything! You are always awareness, you are always consciousness, you will never lack anything. Your true self doesn't have desires, you are always fulfilled because once again, you've got everything inside of you!

Please stop worrying about the "physical" world and stop trying to materialize things within it! You keep forgetting you are not the body-mind (ego). The body-mind lacks things, the body-mind takes it's surroundings to be real. The body-mind has a very limited viewpoint, it knows what it knows, it only sees what it sees.

At some point, you need to accept that you are Infinite. Non Dualism isn't a "new manifestation method" to "get what you want," you are realizing you never lacked anything this whole time. You are realizing that you've never had to strive, or work for anything. You are realizing freedom!

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2 years ago

valentine’s day {elena/stefan/katherine fic pt. 2}

Link to Pt. 1: https://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/707929608286240768/toxic-elenastefankatherine-fic

[The ending is purposefully abrupt]

Valentine’s Day {elena/stefan/katherine Fic Pt. 2}

Keep reading

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2 years ago

pisces, neptune &/or cancer

What would you say my placements are based on my blog?

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3 years ago

Enneagram Wing Boards: Type 8 Wing 7 - The Maverick

Enneagram Wing Boards: Type 8 Wing 7 - The Maverick

Energetic, turbulent, autonomous, idealistic, extroverted.

It’s My Life - Bon Jovi

Survivor - Destiny’s Child

You Don’t Own Me - Grace ft G-Eazy

Don’t Play - Halsey

Fighter - Christina Aguilera

Mount Everest - Labrinth

Remember The Name - Fort Minor ft Styles Of Beyond

Hit Me With Your Best Shot - Pat Benatar

This Is Me - Kesha

Love It If We Made It - The 1975

Do It Like A Dude - Jessie J

Born Ready - Zayde Wølf

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3 years ago

Bitchy Notes part.2

Part.1

📣These notes are written in a bitchy tone for fun, please dont get offended, I have some of these aspect myself.

Neptune in the 1st house You take that unknowing-unsuspecting-open mouth-confusedlookingass look away because YOU DO KNOW whats going on around you. You want me to put everyone you know in the same room so that you have to choose which personality to have Ms.Chameleon?

Virgo Suns do you have to complain about EVERYTHING

Chiron in the 1st house seriously dating people you look down on just to feel like they should be happy to have you so that you can feel better about yourself? p a t h e t i c

Taurus Moon Yes that person has something that you dont have but you dont have to hate that person forever bc of that

Mars Square Pluto Not everything is a competition

Mercury conjunct Mars isnt it sad to pick fights at your big age?

Sun Square Mars Please congratulate your friend for their new bag instead of crying because you dont have the same bag, you dont need to have eveything everyone else have

Aquarius Moon you dont need to be rude to chock people and show how carefree, crazy and unpredictable you are. We know that you are unique you dont have to overdo it, its okay to be normal.

Pluto 10th house Yes you know the criminals and thugs in town and you have connections but you dont have to make it your whole personality

Mercury Square Neptune can you tell me that long story again please but this time maybe add something thats true and actually happened☺️

Libra placements please dont act like you dont see the fight going on over there just so you wont have to get involved and stand up to people

Neptune 1st house so you use your innocent harmless look to make people see you as unknowing and dumb, but you also get angry when people try to take advantage of you because of your innocent harmless look and dumb act?🧐

Scorpio Moon Why are you suspecting people of all kinds of disgusting stuff? Maybe YOU are the one doing all of that stuff behind closed doors 🧐

Mercury conjunct Mars keep that to yourself please, you dont have to say everything thats on your mind

Aries Rising no you do not have a ”No bullshit attitude” you are just rude and unsophisticated

Venus in Scorpio No you and your aggressive overly possessive partner are not Bonnie and Clyde

Venus in Pisces men stop getting mad at women because they dont act like in the Disney Movies, yes women talk and we have opinions too

Lilith conjunct Moon stop hating on women who are sensitive and show their feelings just because your mother told you to be tough. And no these women are not weak and no people should not ”toughen up”

Neptune in the 6th house when was the last time you cleaned your room?

Mercury/Pluto Still obsessing over that comment someone made 10 years ago?

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1 year ago

Do people realize that Israel is so unrestrained that it’s now launching attacks in Lebanon and Syria as well. Do people realize how little Arab people mean to these genocidal maniacs that they are now killing people in three Arab countries. Can genocide apologists pause their pure hatred for Arabs to at the very least admit this. Or are we going to pretend that Israel has a reason to be intensifying attacks in Damascus right now

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3 years ago

(NOT SO GOOD) ASTROLOGY NOTES: PERSONA CHARTS EDITION

these observations are based on my own personal experiences and also research. please do not reword, copy, repost without asking. I apologise if some of these observations have already been said, I do not keep track.

! TW DEATH !

(NOT SO GOOD) ASTROLOGY NOTES: PERSONA CHARTS EDITION

༻ In MNEMOSYNE (57) PERSONA CHART your 10th & 11th house shows why and how you inspire others.

ex: libra in 10th = your style, your fair and sociable nature inspires others.

༻ your venus in MNEMOSYNE (57) PERSONA CHART can tell you the aesthetic you wish to have.

ex: virgo venus = light/dark academia aesthetic, fairycore aesthetic.

capricorn or aquarius venus = grunge, alternative aesthetic or even goth (cos saturn goth bitches).

༻ the sun, 5th house or where leo is in VENUS PERSONA CHART can tell you what type of characters you like.

pisces in 5th house = you may likes pisces characters like light yagami, nana osaki, vinsmoke sanji.

aries sun = energetic fireballs like hashibira inosuke (man's too energetic and chooses violence 24/7). you may also like leader-like characters and ones that can fight like levi ackerman.

I have aqua sun in 10th house, leo in 8th house with saturn and the characters I like are tomioka giyuu, shoto todoroki, ray from the promised neverland.

༻ where aquarius/uranus/11th house is in in your VENUS PERSONA CHART tells you what kind of videogames/online games you like to play.

ex: aquarius in 6th house = you may like those games where you serve others or maybe you like nursing games. maybe you even like nintendogs.

cancer in 11th house = cooking games like cooking mama.

I have Libra in 11th house, aquarius and uranus in 3rd house and I liked games like moviestarplanet and imvu, the ones where clothes and communicating with other people is involved.

༻ the ascendant of URANUS PERSONA CHART can tell you what your most 'shocking', 'unique' or 'eye-catching" feature is.

ex: gemini rising = arms and hands, perhaps you have attractive hands, long arms or you have tattoos on your arms.

I have pisces rising and people actually always notice my feet and it's because I walk funny.

༻ mars or any planet in 1st house in DESCENDANT PERSONA CHART tells you what you 'first' notice about other people. It can also tell you your ideal type.

ex: taurus mars = their clothes, money, scent, or even neck.

I have capricorn rising and taurus mars in 4th house and funny enough, I've always talked about liking intimidating, family oriented people with good fashion sense and good careers.

༻ chiron, 7th and 8th house placement in MOON PERSONA CHART tells you what makes you sad/cry.

leo in 8th house = not receiving recognition or attention, children being hurt or mistreated, people not having a childhood.

I have capricorn in 7th house where venus sits, my hardwork not being paid off or being recognised and seeing no improvements makes me sad. the thought of people losing all their hardwork when they die makes me cry.

༻ your 8th house placement in IC PERSONA CHART is your most secret self, what you hide from the world.

༻ the ascendant or descendant in NEPTUNE PERSONA CHART tells you your 'alter ego'.

capricorn rising = classy, rich, intimidating and CEO vibes alter ego.

I have sagittarius rising where mars and pluto sits, my alter ego is dat bitch that is intelligent and knows how to fight and is also seductive. so... natasha romanoff aka black widow!

༻ 7th house or venus in PLUTO PERSONA CHART tells you how you deal with breakups and what you're like after them.

ex: pisces = you deal with it by secluding yourself.

I have aquarius venus in 5th house, I deal with them by flirting and (I would) deal with it by having flings with my friends.

༻ placement of pluto in IC PERSONA CHART tells you what you miss most about your old self or the past. It also tells you how you've changed and what shadow traits you've overcome.

ex: pluto in 5th house = you miss your creative self, you miss when you were happy and going to playgrounds.

I have pluto in 2nd house, when I was a kid I was very stubborn (still am lol) and was very greedy and gluttonous. I'm not anymore ofc.

༻ your ASCENDANT PERSONA CHART tells you more about your body parts than your natal chart.

ex: moon in gemini or 3rd house = soft hands.

I have aquarius mars and my legs especially calves are very toned, they look like I've been working out (which I haven't).

༻ lovelock (51663) in JUNO/GROOM (5129)/BRIEDE (19029) PERSONA CHART tells you what will keep you/get you and your person together.

ex: lovelock in leo, the fun, romance and excitement will keep you together.

I have it in pisces 10th house, our reputation and career will get us together.

༻ the ascendant in IC PERSONA CHART tells you what your early life was like. It can also tell you what you're like at home.

ex: leo rising = you perhaps received a lot of attention and was very artistic and joyous in your early life. at home, perhaps you do a lot of art or are dramatic.

I have scorpio rising where moon also sits, at home I am very secretive and also emotional, no one ever knows how I'm feeling or what I'm up to.

༻ union (1585) in JUNO/GROOM (5129)/BRIEDE (19029) PERSONA CHART can tell you about the meeting of you and your person.

ex: in libra 9th house = you may meet them in foreign lands or in college/a place of learning, you will find them attractive.

mine is in scorpio 10th house, it's been said that I will meet my future spouse at work and I will find him mysterious.

༻ mars in MC PERSONA CHART can tell you your drive, why you work.

ex: virgo mars = you work because you want to help others and feel needed, it is beneficial for your health.

I have taurus mars in 3rd house, I work because of the possibility of learning something new and I only work if I know I will treat myself after the hardwork.

༻ ascendant in MARS PERSONA CHART tells you how you express your anger, what you look like when you are angry.

ex: aquarius ascendant = when you're angry, you could give a lot of silent treatment or ignore the person. you look cold when you're angry.

I have aries ascendant, I express it by doing a physical activity like sports and sometimes violence.

༻ the ascendant in MARS PERSONA CHART can also tell you about your speed (running speed and reaction speed).

ex: taurus ascendant = can be pretty slow or you choose to run slow because you don't see the point of running fast and using all your energy for no reason. your speed for senses is pretty good and fast ngl.

I have aries ascendant, I am pretty fast at running and I have fast reaction speed and reflexes.

༻ your mars in PLUTO PERSONA CHART is how you react to danger.

taurus mars in 8th, I will mostly likely fight or just sit there and die, no in between LMFAO

༻ PLUTO PERSONA CHART can tell you the stages of your death.

I have virgo rising and ik imma die because of health problems. mars is in 8th, it will most likely hurt or perhaps the pain/cause will be unnoticeable, it could also happen quite quick.