Headcanon Time Because I’m Feeling Very Defensive Of Kat This Evening. 

headcanon time because I’m feeling very defensive of Kat this evening. 

Despite canon’s complete trash portrayal, Katherine was one of the, if not THE hopeless romantic of the show. Everything that happened to her ultimately was because she loved and invested in her love far too easily. 

I doubt anyone will read this as it’s disgustingly long but if you are interested in a mad woman’s ramblings you will find just that below.

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COMFORTING REMINDERS ୨୧

 COMFORTING REMINDERS ୨୧

creation is finished. your desires are yours RIGHT NOW. no one’s taking them away from you.

time does NOT exist. it is a man-made concept, it’s not based. you are always living in the NOW, what happened in the “past” and what is going to happen in the “future” doesn’t matter.

you’re doing everything correctly. no ‘if, but, how’ allowed to question. you are on the right track. keep it going.

once you assumed your desires as facts, you created your new reality and started living in it that very moment.

your mind could NEVER betray you. allow yourself to feel your emotions and live them out. rant about whatever it is that’s concerning you. as long as you BELIEVE in yourself, you have your desires locked in.

the 3d is NOT the enemy. it’s a mirror. and it always reflects imagination (=what you have faith in). it can’t fool you or disobey to you.

you choose for yourself. and you chose to live the life that you always deserved to live. if you have it in imagination, it’s a fact.

if you’re struggling in the 3d right now, just know that you are not alone. and you are heard and loved. if you’re reading this, i just want to let you know that you’re an amazing human being and that you are strong. i love you ♡

࿐ I forgot who the inspo for this was, please send me an ask if you know who the original creator was!

How I Enter The Void State/Easiest Way

Hey guys, this is how I enter the void state. This method I use was inspired by @voidprincessblog and others 💗

1. I put on theta waves (Any subliminal, binaural beats or music is fine) and I lay on my back and I stay still for 15-20 minutes. Because staying still without doing anything will shut the left side of your brain off, which is the logical side. And the right side will be active which is the creative side. You can manifest, shift, and get in the void instantly this way!

2. While I’m staying still, I do something to keep my brain awake. Me personally, I count to whatever number. (It doesn’t matter what number, just as long as you are relaxed)

3. When the 15-20 minutes are over, I start to feel symptoms such as floating and tingling and numbness. But it’s different for everyone. That’s when you know the left side of the brain is asleep, and your right side is active. ✨

4. Then I affirm for the void state or shift affirmations. I keep repeating this while relaxing and focusing on the blackness behind my eyes. I don’t focus on symptoms or how long it takes because this only makes you anxious! The whole point of the void state and shifting is to R E L A X.

5. Then you’ve shifted/gotten in the void state! It takes very quickly to get in and to shift because the left brain is off!

That’s what I do now to get in the void/shift and it works awesome!

(I’ve only gotten in the void state once btw but this method works wonders!)

☆ masterlist ☆

☆ = my favorites

𖦹 posts

everything is a illusion

i dont wait, i dont desire, i dont want, i dont wish, i only am

imagine it = its done

i love how i already have all my desires

☆ why check for results in the 3d when you know imagination is the only true reality?

☆ the whole point of law of assumption is that you already have it

my law of assumption checklist

☆ assumption meaning + be the proof

𖦹 mini rants

the 3d version of you is not real

have fun in imagination

𖦹 asks

“i still feel anxious”

“how do i convince myself?”

“triggering circumstances”

“i have negative thoughts but ik i have desire in the 4d”

“ego gets distracted by the 3d”

“fulfillment tips”

“inconsistent movement”

“keep searching for more info + feeling demotivated”

𖦹 success stories

“treating my cyst away”

𖦹 challenges

coming soon

xoxo, jani

i know kindness exists because i am kind

TENTH LORD in SUN NAKSHATRAS

As always, recorded for my own benefit, published for yours. Sidereal placements used. General disclaimer is in my bio. Credit to KRSchannel for inspiring this series.

Find your 10th lord here, and find your 10th lord's nakshatra here.

The 10th house rules our life's honor. It represents the services we perform for society as well as the reputation we earn as a result. It is associated with the father and the career because traditionally, this is where both our standing in society and the role we performed in society would come from - inherited through the father's family line. However, in our contemporary world, this isn't always the case, which is why it's important to know the grander themes at play.

The three Sun-ruled nakshatras are Krittika, Uttara Phalguni, and Uttara Ashadha.

The sun is the planetary object that represents what we make of ourselves. It is not our most base self (the Ascendant) or what our experiences make of us (the moon). Instead, it is how our decisions define us. Growth, and personal development must all come through the sun in some way - because success, while partially circumstantial, is also dependent on us pursuing joy, or even just allowing ourselves some happiness in whatever form we find it. Essentially, the sun is who we choose to be - and who we might be if we put forth the effort to flourish rather than just survive.

Do you have your 10th lord in a Sun-ruled nakshatra? That means you...

TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS

Katharine Hepburn, Cardi B, and Eartha Kitt all have their tenth lords in Sun ruled nakshatras. Katharine's is in Krittika, Cardi's is in Uttara Phalguni, and Eartha's is in Uttara Ashadha.

... use your energy, warmth, and personality to shape your career and your communities, and vice versa.

This placement is a ticket to a rising status - which is good, because individuals with this placement have an inborn need to improve their station, and then to improve the world through their new influence. They come across as effortlessly magnetic to the public, and yet, to their peers, they remain thoroughly relatable. They are capable of spearheading projects that nobody else would have the courage to even consider, but they may allow their ego or pride to dictate how they handle their responsibilities to society.

As for famous natives, well, fame is the wheelhouse of the sun, particularly in terms of popularity. The term cult of personality comes to mind, as it is these natives who come to immense profit simply by acting like themselves. In turn, this is the only placement where benefitting from fame nepotism is more bad than good, as the native's sun is eclipsed by the star that already hung in the sky, after having risen to prominence of its own accord. Regardless, this is a generous placement, and a lot of philanthropy can be traced back to these celebrity natives, even before it was trendy.

More on the specifics of Krittika, Uttara Phalguni, and Uttara Ashadha below!

If KRITTIKA RULES the TENTH LORD, you...

TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS

Shakira, Lon Chaney, and Billie Lourd all have their tenth lords in Krittika. Others with this placement are Christina Applegate, Franz Kafka, Wayne Newton, Alan Turing, Sandra Bullock, Vanessa Hudgens, Mae Whitman, Russell Crow, Alexandre Dumas, Bing Crosby, and Karl Marx.

Create and receive positive energy with your public interactions.

Have trouble maintaining consistency with your work habits.

Have more precise control of your physical body and its movements when you are being observed or reviewed.

Are passionate about various social causes and have strong ideas about how they should be handled.

Have no patience for dishonesty or deception when it comes to professional relationships.

and you may find...

Criticism and skepticism comes naturally to you, and you are compelled to communicate your skepticism for better or worse.

You are involved in workplace affairs, tempted to be involved in workplace affairs, or find they are common wherever you work.

Diplomacy, which may or may not be a skill of yours when handling private manners, becomes much more difficult in the workplace or when the matters are made public.

You are more temperamental, fiery, or easy to anger at work and in public than you are at home or in private.

You end up responsible for a lot of "cutting" and 'shaving' in the workplace - physical, like shredding papers or chopping ingredients, or figurative, like budget cuts.

KRITTIKA is the Star of Fire. Industries and career types favored are those involving crafts that depend on heat and fire, critiquing, oversight, education, spirituality, cutting or needlework, modeling, fashion and styling, military, building contracting, and leadership.

If UTTARA PHALGUNI RULES the TENTH LORD, you...

TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS

Rami Malek, Fiona Apple, and Kirsten Dunst all have their tenth lords in Uttara Phalguni. Others with this placement are Austin Butler, Mae West, Adam Driver, William Wordsworth, Samuel Adams, and Rachel Miner.

Are naturally attuned to social graces, traditions, and etiquette.

Come across as straight-forward, likable, and friendly in public.

Are ambitious and productive, so advancement comes easily.

Swing between excessive generosity to others, and entitled or ungrateful behavior for what you are given.

Hold yourself and others to high standards in the name of maintaining your ego.

and you may find...

People you meet in public or through work are compelled to do favors for you - or you for them depending on situations - which may lead to treatment from your superiors that peers find unfair.

Opening up about hardships, turmoil, or conflict in a public setting is grossly uncomfortable and embarrassing to you.

Your relationships attract unwarranted attention, with others treating them as scandals rather than your personal business.

Ending things is always impossibly messy for you, and you have a hard time fully completing anything with any satisfaction.

You allow sentimentality, patience, and generosity to sucker you into enabling the poor behavior of strangers or coworkers.

Luxury and comfort become a top priority in your line of work, regardless of whether that's because you seek it out in those circumstances, or if it's a matter of meeting work standards.

UTTARA PHALGUNI is the Star of Patronage. Industries and career types favored are those involving entertainment, performance and public speaking, counseling, philanthropy, diplomacy, patriotism, service, animals, food and nutrition, caretaking, mathematics, sales, and personality management.

If UTTARA ASHADHA RULES the TENTH LORD...

TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS
TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS

Dolly Parton, Jeff Bridges, and Saint Bernadette all have their tenth lords in Uttara Ashadha. Others with this placement are Billy Joel, Justin Timberlake, Napoleon Bonaparte I, Patsy Cline, Otto Von Bismarck, Umberto Eco, Lady Iris Mountbatten, Shia LaBeouf, Betrand Russell, and Peter Jackson.

Are modest and down-to earth, but also ambitious and idealistic.

Network perfectly naturally, without strategy, with great results.

End up creatively or intellectually absorbed in any projects that engage the public or your profession, always digging deeper.

Are susceptible to flattery, and get frustrated when people don't appreciate your efforts or don't react as you want them to.

Act like a martyr for work-related stress, despite it being a result of your own choices and priorities.

and you may find...

Things come much, much easier to you when you handle them in public or at work, rather than other settings or environments.

Work or public service projects that you start nearly always prosper, not just to the end you had in mind, but beyond that.

Others treat you as moral authority as you're compelled to speak up when you witness injustice in public or in the workplace

Reading and learning has benefitted you, and helped you to stick out as particularly knowledgable or skilled in your career.

You face adversity early in your career, only for success to come quickly and plentifully once you are older and more established.

Both traveling for work and finishing projects brings you more trouble than it feels like its worth.

UTTARA ASHADHA is the Universal Star. Industries and career types favored are those involving authority, judgment, leadership, religion, exploring, discovery, combat sports, athletics, defense, preservation, construction, archives, research, and causes.

Hope this was helpful. Feel free to message with any questions, thoughts, or ideas. Part 4, focusing on 10th Lords with Moon Nakshatras, will be next! ♡

there are no big or small manifestations.

everyone perceives things differently. for me, manifesting something small could mean manifesting a phone — for someone else, it could imply manifesting a compliment. but whatever it is, "big" and "small" manifestations don’t exist objectively, but only subjectively — in your mind, according to your beliefs.

everything is equally easy to manifest.

now, when it comes to manifesting a pen it’s not more difficult to manifest than a car or a house, unless you think it is. i‘m gonna remind you again, it’s called the law of assumption — the law of your assumption! you create the rules, you define things and you declare what’s true and what‘s not, what’s real and what’s not. if you say that an sp (specific person) is easier to manifest than a new job, so be it. but don’t make manifesting harder than it actually is for you are completely responsible and in charge of your assumptions!

get rid of thinking logically.

you are free to entirely throw away any "logical" thinking patterns that do nothing but get in your way, hindering you in your manifestation process. you are in complete control of "logic" and your definition of it. let go of any rules that do not serve you, certain ideas or expectations you have of things that restrict you and create resistance. you are allowed to not believe in things that almost the whole world seems to believe in. you don’t need to rationalise anything either — just accept your desires to be yours, for things to be true because you said so.

don’t condition your desires.

no, manifesting to attend rihanna’s concert is not gonna be harder to manifest than manifesting a good grade. it’s a piece of cake. you do not need to tell yourself that you have to put in more work or convince yourself that "big" desires require more effort. they don’t!

your desires are relevant.

you‘re able to desire, meaning you are able to imagine it. and since imagination creates reality, if you weren’t able to manifest it, you wouldn’t be able to desire it. so stop thinking one manifestation is bigger than the other for you can imagine them ALL, therefore you can have them ALL. fulfill yourself no matter how seemingly small your desires might be. as long as you want them, they are important and worth being materialised.

  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love and light, ella.

Y'ALL I ENTERED THE VOID YESTERDAY 😭

I did the psych-k for the past 3 to 4 days, and was losing hope... But I pushed away all the thoughts that said 'you can't'. Yesterday evening I was really tired asf and had no energy to do anything.... But still I did psych-k only for one position (my right hand crossed over my left and my left leg crossed over my right) and started affirming. I usually do this as lullaby method. Suddenly I felt a strong sensation of my soul being pulled over like getting sucked into a vaccum cleaner lmao. THEN GUESS WHAT? I GOT INTO THE VOID HAHAHA ✨ I wanted to wake up on the first day of my second year of medical school, which is basically December 15, 2023. cus on that day our first year exams' final scores will be out! so I wanted a 98% on my score card 🤌 GUESS WHAT? I WOKE UP TODAY ON THE EXACT DATE I MENTIONED 😭😭 I WENT TO SCHOOL TO CHECK MY RESULTS AND GUESS WHAT?? I GOT A 98.66% ON MY SCORE CARD WHICH IS THE HIGHEST!! Honestly I am on cloud 9 rn 😭😭 I just came home from school and am writing this, I can't control my tears bruhh 😭😭 I'm soo happy, everything worked in my favour ✨

Y'ALL I ENTERED THE VOID YESTERDAY 😭

You can do it too, you can be your own success story! Just get your ass up and think like you already have it 🤷🏻‍♂️

— HOW I MANIFEST INSTANTLY —

You guyssss!!! This is so easy and so effortless. I've been manifesting like this for three days now and omg EVERYTHING I AFFIRM FOR, MANIFEST SO EFFORTLESSLY. IM SO SHOCKED AND HAPPY. LIKE I KNOW MANIFESTATION WORKS BUT STILL WHEN IT UNFOLDS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, I GET GOOSEBUMPS EVERYTIME AKJDJSKS

So what I do is—

Firstly, i decide what I want and then be like "now I have it" because that's just how manifesation works.

And then right after I affirm (for ex) "I've no classes today, just because I'm the god and it's my reality. Whatever I say, goes. It's done and I'm so happy" I put my all faith into it and after that I completely detach. Then whenever I get a thought related to my manifestation or i start to worry, i be like "i don't need to worry, it's already done because I SAID SO" AND THAT'S IT Y'ALL THAT'S IT!! AND I'VE BEEN GETTING SUCH FAST RESULTS, Y'ALL WOULDN'T EVEN BELIEVE ME SKDJSKDJ

WHAT I MANIFESTED IN THE THREE DAYS—

1. Got selected in a competition (i really wanted to participate in this particular competition but my teachers are just so mean, so I took it upon myself)

2. Changed the weather

3. My favourite food (period cravings sucks)

4. A cute traditional dress (almost all of the shops were out of it and I was so sad because I've always wanted it then i thought like "why be sad when I can just manifest?")

5. Got all the tests cancelled FOR A WHOLE DAY (OMG YOU GUYS WON'T BELIEVE ME!! THERE WERE LIKE 7 TESTS TODAY AND I WASN'T REALLY PREPARED AT ALL SO I JUST MANIFESTED THEM ALL GETTING CANCELLED HEHE)

6. Changed the weather again

THE AFFIRMATIONS I USE—

I've 'xyz' because I'm the god and this is my reality.

I've 'xyz' because I said so.

I've 'xyz' because whatever I say, goes.

although i've been living in my 4D for days, feeling happy, fulfilled, feeling like the 4D is the real one and barely acknowledging the 3D, my old self is still the one in the world. when i had to take care of obligations, i looked at the 3D as my "past self" and had no reactions or feelings about it. but there are still no changes, and i don't understand what i'm doing wrong, please help me... i'm tired of living a perfect life in the 4D when everything in the 3D stays the same...

To be aware of being something new means a total denial of the old. What you're talking about is tolerance of something you don't want there, but still continue to recreate because of ignorance.

This permissive new is not really new. It is but a new attitude of the old. The really new obliterates the old completely.

When you talk of the old self and new (or 3D self and 4D self), whom do you have in mind? As there is continuity in memory between the two, each remembering the other, how can you speak of two selves? There is but one self — it is always now.

The self is single. You are that self and you have ideas of what you have been or will be. But an idea is not the self. Just now, who sent this ask, which self are you? The old or the new?

I will tell you. Conflict is the characteristic of the old. When the new emerges the old is no longer. You cannot speak of the new and the conflict in the same breath. Even the effort of striving for the new self is of the old. Wherever there is conflict, effort, struggle, striving, longing for a change, the new is not.

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